okay mom's bday is over. hmmmm so its a necklace again - but this time its homemade! haha! thanks to.... Me. haha! right. okay work is getting more and more dreadful by the day cos i so do not want to work anymore. at least not for them. its not that they are not nice people, but they're just not nice to work with. but they're getting me to do so much different stuff that i feel guilty if i quit. haha unless they let me do the drinks bar or the cakes... i love doing that. rather than have to deal with shitty customers. u know i'm not very patient. okay so then there.

Lift up your eyes on high, and behold who hath created these things, that bringeth out their host by number: he calleth them all by names by the greatness of his might, for that he is strong in power; not one faileth. Why sayest thou, O Jacob, and speakest, O Israel, My way is hid from the LORD, and my judgment is passed over from my God? Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

Isaiah 40:26-30

this passage is very very encouraging. i really need the strength.

everything i need is You, my beginning my forever.

help me live this line.