i feel accomplished that i could actually have a proper conversation with him. it feels good, gaining back a friend that i almost had lost. it really does. i like it!

then again there's the other side of life. i really unhappy with work. REALLY. the only thing is enjoy is having the company of certain people. i'm glad that desmond came down to anchorpoint. too bad he's going back tomorrow. it's really annoying that i have to take this from anyone. why did he have to pull me over to anchorpoint. if you wanna take some shit then do it yourself! don't drag me into it with you. I TOTALLY DO NOT APPRECIATE IT. and you still have the cheek to say you cannot take it and sooo you're going back and i have to stay in this place. your reason for pulling me over is very selfish. that's your problem you think you're perfect. bullshit. i'm glad i resigned. you have lousy managment despite the fact that you think you're superb. go away.

anyway, i went down early to anchorpoint today. finally did some shopping. a skirt and a pair of jeans. now what i need desperately are TOPS. yeah. but what i hate is that its so difficult to find nice tops that are worth its price. damn i hate shopping in singapore. oh yes, i need a pair of shoes and presentable slippers. bah. my pay... i can't wait. then i can go change my guitar's pick up and at the same time do some refurbishing and make it sound YUMMILICIOUS!

i still wonder what would have been. i still miss you, just not as much, nevertheless i still do. you'll always be part of my life. you're irreplaceable.