eye bags

i have noticed those permanent fixtures on my face starting to grow bigger again.

sleep, i'm sleep deprived.

i realise i have countless assignments due on the week i'm gonna be away. like CRAP. there's MASSINA individual and group assignment due that week. and i haven't even started. bleah. what bad timing and what bad procrastination habits.

i had a really good time today.

lunch at aunt sally's was nice! the food was delicious! and the company was good. man trying too get aunt sally to understand the 4 golden spots rule in photography. gee.

then on to the BBQ. thanks aunt maggie, uncle timothy and esther for opening up ur place to us again! man i miss you guys. if you are ever going to read this. i hope you do! so we played the game "what if..." and like hell, i'm so frekaing popular out of 17 questions 3 were about me! like hello. questions like... "what if abigail weren't so loud", "what if abigail did not have a mouth", "what if abigail suddenly grew a brain"... seriously? gee. what kinda questions are those. you may as well ask "what if abigail weren't abigail". i have to say this. i'm loud. i admit to it. but that's who i am, and i don't think it'll change. i mean, if you find it repulsive go back to your corner and stay away. because nothing's gonna change. at least not soon. maybe one day... but definately not in the near future. the brain question... not so nice sister. but oh wells, just for fun right? bleah. so the food there was good too. the cake from awfully chocolate! YUMS.

i definately had my share of calories for like two or three days. hahahha but who cares right? okay, i shall go run. i will.

i guess today kinnda occupied me. gave me less free time. which is good. i mean think less about certain somethings and someone. but it's creeping back up slowly again.

last words? reka i hope you get well soon, get out of the depressing hospital!