a new blogskin where the stupid image is NOT displaying.

yes i know. no chatterbox, or any place for you to talk. yi sze that's what u're gonna say right? but i dun want a crowded layout... i'll put up something, soon. so its been a dreadful two or three days. i how long has it been i don't know. i lost track of time. but in any way, its been very unpleasant except for the part where i meet up with esther or the part where i sit and chat with eliz or fanny. i'm just thinking... what have we all come to. all this gossip and back biting and what not... i feel ashamed for myself and for all others out there. its not easy to be able to sit there and just pretend the whole world is a bed of roses without thorns - which by the way does not exist. its just extremely embarrassing. this kinda gossip and back biting in school ain't that bad... but in a church? gosh... you've gotta be kidding me. like HELLO?! its a church?! bleah. beats me.

anyway, its getting late. and i'm still tired as usual. and i've got this freakign irritating blocked nose. soo uncomfortable. how am i gonna sleep tonight. bleah. plus my bed is horrid. totally no support for my dear back... which is ACHING. sigh. why am i dreading sleep. what a joke. someone can actually dread sleep. maybe i'm dreading sleep cos sleeping means i have to move on tmr to sit in the same room as that ignorant, proud, haughty, MCP. gaaahh... CAMP ADEN... *shakes head* but what i'm looking forward to is the movie with eliz and my pack of elixir strings! wheeee!

yes i need to go. and yes i'm still a wreck. and yes, it's because of you. yes you. you know who you are. and so do they.