WARNING: This is a LIFE SUCKS post

I'm freaking sitting here on a thursday evening tired froom looking at freaking frames and motion and shape tweens.

i can safely say that i'm a wreck. i'm having this uncomfortable stomach, throat and nose. and for already 4 days. really sucks. and then i have these stupid headaches that are spelly in nature. which officially SUCKS. BIG TIME.

and then i have this stupid problem that is SO NEVER GONNA be fully resolved. which i think is giving me the headaches.

and then i have this financial problem where i'm so freaking broke i can't even afford to pay for a phone to replace my LOST phone. a side note: I don't have the money, not the parents. AND i'm making an effort to be financially INDEPENDENT with the given 400 bucks i get every month; which miraculously never fails to disappear rapidly in the first half of the month then leaving em broke till the end of the month. And then there's the 100 bucks that needs to be paid for the photojourn chemicals. and i want to buy the media law textbook which costs another 50 bucks. and i wanna pay back a "debt" of 150 bucks to someone. so that leaves me a credit of 200 bucks which i SO DO NOT HAVE.

complain complain complain.

i need to stop.

i need twin therapy. i need noah therapy. i need grey's therapy.

i'm stuck at the episode where DEREK is FREAKING PISSED at MEREDITH because of something she SO DID NOT DO. and why because he's still SO no over her. 0224 - Damage Case. UGH. move on move on move on.