It's One of Those Days

this is freaking unfair.

i hate being this way. i really hate it.

gosh.

so you think. and i thought so too.

i'm angry, frustrated, irritated, confused, lost, upset, screwed (more politely that f***ed) up, shaken all at one go. try feeling that way all in less than a day. and then ttry feeling that way and pretend that you are not that way. just for the sake of exteriors. JUST OR TTHE SAKE OF EXTERIORS and looking freaking perfect and jolly and happy. try that.

i have that ringing in my head which i get when i feel like crap.

just to let you know, i feel worse than crap.

FREAK.

FREAK.

FREAK.