one day.

oh wells.
its the monday blue again. all the same.
EXCEPT today i almost did not go school seriously.
but in the end i still went as usual
what's new?
so i went to school
and i played a fool
not i did not
i listened to lectures
i ate my lunch
and i did not have brunch
then back to lessons
these i enjoyed
then i went to the library
to pass some of the day
before my french EP
but then after 2 hours
went to class and realised
that Marie was on MC
so i went home...
okay whatever. you know what the earthquake in the sea, really something big huh. thousand dead? i mean like scary you know. oh wells. the J word. u know the J word. yea judgement. oh wells. anyway so when i heard about it it stirred me. then grace actually said that this jkinda things will never happen to singapore because we are surrounded by so many large land masses. but think about it. God could do whatever he wants. after all he created the world. if he wanted a tsunami to strike singapore just a lift of the finger would do it. then dan said singapore is very very lucky. but now i wouldn't dare use that word anymore. its just mercy. so dan's like gonna be going to indo to do relief work. well he'll probably miss fingerstyles, the first few lesson. so i'll have to go on my own. well well. whatever. u know what if i weren't schooling i would grab the first chance to volunteer as relief workers. it would be a great experience. oh wells. one day. one day.

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oh wells. technically its christmas. but you know i don't celebrate christmas so yea. hmmm wells. so i went to church today for a worship workshop. fanny stayed at my place last night btw. oh! and i watched the phantom of the opera already! its so good. i love its soundtrack. and its really sad. the poor phantom. its like just because he's ugly he was treated in that manner. oh wells. anyway. so we had to wake up early to opent he gate for jason and daniel. so we dragged ourselves out of bed and then we went for breakfast. incidentally we bumped into aunt eleanor. hmmm nice see her again. hahaha yeap. anyway so we ate and rushed down to church. both of them were already there sitting in dan's car. so we opened the gate and blah blah blah. u know the story. so the workshop was okay. pretty good la. so then we celebrated steph's birthday. yeap the cake was good. pastor augustine brought curry puffs for us. how sweet right? ahhha yea. so then we were supposed to go for a BBQ at aunt eleanor's place but we were so full so we stopped by to say hi and bye. well. val's back from aust. and she looks different. she put ona lil weight i guess. but she looks good still. yeap. hmmm shane is still as skinny as ever. oh wells. so i;m back home. uploading pics from today. yea. i needa go crack my head on my idea journal so yea. ciaos.

the past two days

pretty happening past two days. yea the myanmar team came back yest - dad came back. hmmm wells. he bought a panasonic lumix camera. 3.1 megapixels and my sibling are obsessed with it. oh wells. whatever. so yest before french grace and i felt like watching something. so we found this dvd called music from another room. its a jude law show. hmmm okie so what about it, it's like super funny and witty. everyone should and must watch it. ahahah its definately not a chick flick but its romance i say first. yeap but i think its a good show. we didn't manage to complete the movie though. and i didn;t wanna go for french but well. then grace was like so what kinda feature must ur guy have. then i was like he must have the eyes. the deep, intense, emotional eyes. i love those kinda eyes man! wells. get over it. can never find one guy in spore like that. oh wells. anyway today was one heck had of a day. i had writ comm and it was fantastic as usual. it was fun. i'm gonna love writting i think. so then i rushed over lunch then grace i and went back to the library, found the dvd and finished it up. really cool show. well. then we thought we were gonna be late for class so we rushed down to blk 53 and then i just walked into the class. i saw a tudung so i thought - oh there's noor. so then i waled up to liswanto and he looked at me. so i was like "erm, u've taken attendance already huh." and then he looked at me. then i looked at him then i looked around me then i realised this is the class before me and my class has not even started. and so i was so freaking embarrased i wanted to laugh it off but i held my laughter till i got out of the classroom. well. then when i reached outside i burst into laughter so loudly and grace was like outside already laughing at me. what a mean girl. okay so we went to the toilet and then i was int he cubicle when i heard someone call out my name. and i was like " did anyone call me?" then the person replied "no dear, unless ur name is ________" so another embarrasign encounter. so i had webgraph and then i went home, started on my socpsyh paper and i;m done! hurrah! anyways school on christmas week is totally depressing. *grumbles* well anyway CSI now.

shoes! and more shoes!

i watch ocean's twelve already!!!!really good show. i mean REALLY good. everyone should catch it. yeap. anyway i had tennis yest but it started raining so by the time the rain stopped the coach left and so we played on our own. heh. so after that fanny and i rushed down for youth cell. and i didn;t know they started already so i barged intot he room. so embarrasing. hahah so after that we played tennis again. lol! cos we stayed in church had a reallly great time. hahah so we all went to sleep around 1 plus? yea. then at 630 in the morning my sister wakes me up and ask me to open the gate co she can;t get the lock open! okie whatever. she's forgiven. lol so we woke up and 830 and aunt joyce came down. and so did jeremy we ate breakfast and went to suntec to meet elaine and of cos SHOES! hahahah. yeap. so i bought two pairs one for me and another for someone else. hahhaha so satified. ooooh and then i bought a pair of pants from A&F. rocks! ahhahah. yea. anyway then we went back to church. and we couldn't find the 111 bus stop so we took 16 to PS to take 111 from there. and we waited for andrea and my mum cos they didn;t board the bus with us and andrea left her wallet with me. so then 3 buses passed then they finally came. and then we sat at the bus stop waiting for a 111 for 45mins! s0o i was late for my own music practice. how stupid. anyway then robin taught me some new drum beat today. so i can play the free beat and some other really funky one. yea! hahaha. oh wells. then i wanted to go out with them but mum said no so yea. not really bothered by it. hmmm so yea oh i wanna watch the unified praise DVD so ciaos!!!

oh happy day!

hmmm. well taking a break from new york minute. lol! hmmm its like soo cheesy and funny. hmmm oh wells. auntie joyce had tickets for the premiere of ocean's 12!!! and it was on wednesday evening! so i couldn't go! sucks aye? hmmm anyway. i just finished my radio report. totally had no idea how to do it. sheesh. anyway. had socpshy today and i didn;t know where the class was. so i waited for grace. then danial called me and i said i was waiting for grace, so he waited with me then came sean, then lynn then megan. so the 5 of us sat there and waited! lol! then danny boey was like a lil' pissed i could tell. but danial apologised. hahah. yeap. the rest of the lesson was quite fun! lol! after that we had marketing, JLO was slightly late. but he came in and seriously he started talking and it was all joke that produced drop dead laughter! it was so funny and so cool. he had these stories that are just amazing! i think i'm gonna love marketing! lol! so marketing finished up real quick and then i was about to go home when i realised i left lynn's tennis racket in class! so i had to go back to blk 50! then i saw char! then i saw CHOW!!! she was back for a short while cos she's on hols. well. hmmm. so i rushed back to the classroom and thank God it was still there. so after that i wasn;t feeling that good so i went home. then things happen the way it happens at home and so then blabber blabber blabber. yeap. nothign else to say. i shall get back to the vcd! ciaos!

the pics are up!!!! just browse! can;t be bothered to say anything else!

*yawnz*

damn long day. damn long. anyways i had to wake up at 615. hmmm so i dragged myself out of bed. sheesh. well then i was almost late for lecture. but i was not. socpshy was a total bore. i expected more out of it. anyway so lynn and i sat there playing games and whatever else. then the top ple in FMS came in so we stopped. they presenteds awards for top students blah blah blah and that smug ass became smuger. sucks. anyway then had writ com. became intereesting. then lunch., i ate at SIM. good food again. yay! hmmm so we met naz, reka and danial there. so we were talkign and walking and we all became mad. oh wells. what's new. there's reka there. hahaha! oh wells. so then we were crapping and then we had to get back to lectures. then we had radio and then marketing. oh how i love marketing. ahahhaha. hmmm wells. so we ended half an hour early then grace and i went to the library, waitinf for french to start. then i had french and then i came home. ate dinner. what a routine day aye? hahah. yeap. so then i came online. then sandy came on. hahhah enjoyed the chat with her. she cut her hair and she looks so different and good too. hahaha. well well. i was typing this post then i heard a sound which sounded so familiar. hahahah then steph and i turned to each otehr and went. "i'm so sorry" the retarded way. ahahahah man!! nevermind inside joke. hahahahah lol! anyway i better go sleep soon. anyways new pics -------> pictures taken in thailand.

3-in-1

friday

i went to school and i was five mins late. but its alright. oh wells. so i had radio class and it was fun. then we ate lunch at canteen 2. totally sucks!!! it used to have the best food but now not. so after that we went to the library to do the writcom thing. we waited for ple to come. dragged our feet over it... then finally finished it. then i went down to town... got tickets for incredibles and walked around. well. i bought a skirt and the les choristes soundtrack. yay!!! then waited for the movie to start. and it finally did. there was a short film before the main movie then the movie. both was fantastic!!! hahah!!! so nice. then i went down to church for homegroup. i had to do worship cos daniel was on duty.*grumbles*. it was okay then i went home. talk on the phone. sleep.

saturday

was supposed to go to a shoe sale but it is on next sat so what the heck. joyce's call woke me up. and then we tidied the place and went down to church to meet pastor augustine for lunch. lamb shank bryani. YUM. got back down to church, music prac. then we went out for dinner with joyce and ronald. we were like so wanted!!! first lunch then dinner. ahh. i asked the guys along so before dinner we went bowling. robin relived his childhood. hahahah dinner was good. and man. it was so filling i was bloated. well. then my evening was ruined by some unpleasant phone call. then some unpleasant accusations. oh wells. a good day was ruined. then i thought back on the afternoon and thought of something unpleasant. i think it was an abuse of authority. seriously. dude. anyway we got back to church. had another unpleasant encounter. then i was so tired i dropped to sleep.

sunday

today was okay. nothing much to tell about. anyway another unpleasant encounter. well. i dunno today isn't a good day. i really dun wanna say anything. yea so i shall stop here before i break out cursing and swearing. so yea bye.

the day i went to the zoo

yupz. hmmm i'm at elaine's place now. just came back from the zoo with the twins an hour plus ago. today was interesting. i had socpsyh and marketing. interesting. i think i'm gonna love marketing. i like the way JLO conducts his classes. i have to admit. very engaging. oh wells. yea. i have radio prod tmr. looking forward to it. hmmm. yea. i watched without a paddle yest. ahhaah its was so super funny. i laughed so much i almost fell flat. yea. hahha. yup. oh elle's probably walking down the runway now. she's modelling for this youth designers fashion show. pretty cool huh. i wanted to go see her do her stuff but i didn't like the idea of party. yeap. oh wells. the babies are so cute. well they don;t look like babies anymore. they look more like little boys. yeap. they have so cute smiles!!! :)!!! yeap! hahahs. anyways i wanna join tennis. but its like 600 per semester for the one on tues and thurs. but i can;t go for the one on mon and fri!!! sigh. horrid huh?! oh wells. i guess i have to join something else then. hmmm. maybe bowling. haha. yea. bowling. see how. but i really want to learn and play tennis!!! it looks so super appealing!!!! hmmm okie okie back to the babies now! hahaha! bye!!!

first day

today was the first day of the new semester. i expected it to be horrid. i woke up only at 7 so i rushed out of elaine's house, said bye to the twins (who were so cute!!!) and took a cab down to school. in the cab i was praying that i would not be late and that the fare would not be a bomb. and thank God both my prayers were answered. well then i went for the classes which i was dreading and it wasn't so bad after all. the first lecture was social psychology, followed by written communication then i had lunch break. i ate with grace as usual. i dunno why but the only person i find in my class that i can have a real convo with is grace. i dunnno why. am i antisocial??? okie then after lunch i had radio production. the lecturer makes it sound so fun. then came principles of marketing. well. the lecturer was JLO. apparently he's supposed to be a bastard as he calls himself. but i really enjoyed his lecture. it was very personal, something new. i'm gonna be looking forward to his class. oh wells. then i had french and i really had fun. then my day turned sour after school. i almost got knocked down by a car and it was really close i mean really close. i turned pale. then after that i tried to read my paper but i totally could not absorb nor understand anything. maybe it was the after shock but either way i'm too frustrated. i have to write a paragraph about a good paragraph and i dunno how to go about it. sigh. i dunno. and my sisters who are supposed to be back home aren;t back home yet. messed up day. started sour, turned sweet then sour again. sounds like a unripe fruit ripening then rotting. what the heck...
anyway yest was good. i liked the service. the worship was really good. the preaching was enlightening everything. it was just like a whole new thing altogether. it was awesome. well. i hope every sunday would be like this. a whole new thing. heh. well. after church the youth had lunch together and fanny, janice, anna, steph and i were suppsed to go catch a movie but there were no show times so forget it. we - the chen sisters went to elaine's house. it was fun. the twins were so cute. yea i'm not really in a mood now so yea. au revior.

i'm back and rollin' baby!

hahah right. lol! i just came back last night. well i had a time in thailand! i love it there. always the case. i go there and don't wanna come back, but i always have to. yeap. well this time when i went i met new ple! hahha how interesting right. i got to know the hughes. yea as in tim hughes - hughes. cool ple. well thew oldest bro Issac does not cut his hair so he seriously looks like the guy who acted in the Jesus film (not the passion). yea. and then there's janie. sghe fun to be around. really funky. and there's josiah. then there's rachael. she can play like as many instruments as me and she's only 10! like dude! yea. anyway they're so cool cos they write lotsa songs and i have heard a few and they sound awesome. yea they're really fun ple anyways. and i was so embarrased cos i called Issac Janie. but their hair was like so alike from the back. I'M SO SORRY!!!!! yea. anyway it was cool. well when i was back in thailand we painted the house, we cooked, cleaned, swam, had mudfights, crashed band of brothers!!!! and did lotsa other stuff. it was a great trip. sigh i miss all of them. benny has grown. alot!!! and so has paul. those two lil guys are so adorable! sigh. oh wells. i wish i could be back there with them now but its not gonna happen. school's starting on monday! how dreadful huh. okie not very dreadful but dreadful enough. seriously! monday i'm in school for 12 hrs!!! like dude!!! i dun have any late days except for wed. my timetable is so packed!!! like wayyy tooo packed. sigh. oh wells. that's life in singapore. how i hate it. sigh. anyhows i met this lady on the plane. and she's so cool she's traveled the whole world except for the poles!!! oh well so i started talking to her and it was really cool. sigh. how i wished i had a slightly longer holiday. that would be nice. really. oh wells. i was supposed to go catch taxi today but grans called and wanted to have dinner with us. so yea. tomorow then. we didn't do much in bangkok. yea. didn't buy much this time. and eliz if u read this fanny and i forgot to get you something and we're so sorry!!!! yea. we went to dreamworld and we met a few cool ple. and then there was this guy. the type i hate! seriously! we just came out from a whole spree of bumper cars and this is how the convo went.

guy: so u all are from a girls school huh?
us: nope. we're just friends. yea
guy: so u guys from singapore right?
us: did not answer
guy: so want to exchange numbers?
us: no nevermind.

then we walked off. if fanny had not stopped me i would have ranted on " what are you? desperate?" like dude i dun even know you?! not even related to me by a friend of something. the only connection was a game of bumper cars! like dude?! what's wrong with guys these days. sheesh. whatever. sigh. i'm just tired now. doing the laundry. wells. wells. i'm so tired i hope i were back there. sigh. *dreams....*

right....

oh wells. yest was cool. i went to church as usual. blah blah blah. then after church i had a meeting for youth camp. then after that we jammed. it was not as fun as i rememebered. dunno why. sigh. then we went to the soo's place to swim and i got lectured for not going on a day that he would swim and she would swim, must choose sunday blah blah blah. *rolls eyes* whatever okie. what's done is done. then after the swim we walked past the playroom in the clubhouse and there was this caucasian kid there. he was so cute. then we went home. ate dinner. couldn't watch charlie's angels cos of some reason.*grumbles* then i just got the list fo songs for camp. i was playing and singing and playing and singing and i became crazy too soon. then steph and i were talking and being crazy till like 1? and we ate instant noodles cos we felt like eating. how intelligent. hahah! then we went to sleep. then i was awakened early again cos someone wanted to go eat breakfast and i was like "I DONT WANNA EAT LA! DONT BUG ME!" right. hahah then i woke up at about 930 cos i had to. dad forced us to. so then i read my bible and got down to doing the songs and the camp booklet again. okie then we went for lunch with pastor augustine. and apparently we were supposed to wear shoes. so all of us changed our outfit to suit shoes. and what do we get? lectured again. " i have 5 ______, but they all look like _____. i'm so embarrased!" ... "i'm gonna cut up all your jeans and buy dresses for you to wear" .... blah blah blah. such a put off!!! its like hello?! you said wear shoes so i wear something that will go with shoes?! u want me to buy dresses? give me the money la! u think very cheap is it?! sheesh. okie whatever like he said its over so whatever. oh wells. so i ate lunch. really good lunch. as usual when u go out with pastor augustine. hahas. saw the babies!!! so cute! welll then got back home and got down to the songs and booklet again. seems like i got no life huh. sigh. then i'm here. and i took a peek of the MTV VIDEO MUSIC AWARDS. well maroon5 won the new artiste best video for this love. oh wells. i'm sitting here typing crap cos i'm usuaslly sucha crapbag. so whatever.

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yeap

i dun really feel like blogging but i shall just. i stayed in church last night cos my dad didn't have the car and we all didn't wanna lug ourselves home. so then we all slept in church. well. then this morning i was disturbed by ple who wanted to go to ikea for breakfast. like what the hell. i don't wanna go. how many times do i have to say that?! so eventually i was forced to wake up and eat breakfast. then after that i slacked then i decided to go change my guitar strings cos it is like SOOOO SUPER RUSTY. so yea. then i kinda started on the youth camp booklet. its so nice! hahaha right. i'm just briliant. lol! well well. then i went down to the childcare cos they definately needed help. well. i put up the photos and i helped the pre nursery and playgrouop kids with their makeup. they're all so adorable!!! especially kynan. too bad jeremy ain't around. heh. elaine came witht the kids. shua and leb are just getting cuter by the day and more intelligent too! hahah! oh wells. and nothign much happened. but they were just so cute!!! haha! yea so i came home and then now i'm blogging. so as u can see it was a not very exciting day but it was full of lil kids and their adorableness - if there's such a word. hahahah oh one more thing. jeremy khoo was so funny. during the finale song one way... he stood infront of the microphone and started strumming his "guitar" hahah! so cute. he looked like he was micmiking marty sampson. it was so funny and cute!!! hahah. oh wells. that's all! oh oh one last thing. i got a B for my french. AWESOME! byesss!!!~

grades

yay!!!! i got my grades!!!! i didn't flunk but i didn't do like super well. i did average i guess. i think they miscounted my GPA cos its like suppsed to be at least 3. but i got like 2.66664 or somethin like that. makes me look bad u know. yeap. i got like 2 Cs, 1 B and a B+. so i dun get why my GPA is only a pathetic 2.6 something. oh wells. what the heck. i shall do better next sem. i wanna get a A for at least one mod. i bet like darren probably aced like 3 mods. smart ass. oh well. but its good i didn't fail any. hahahs. k k i got really nothing to say now at this moment is so early in the day. IS IT? ahh whatever. so laters.

yesterday all my troubles seem so far away

right. i'm in so much shit. like seriously alot of shit. so yea. i'm probably buried in it. sigh.

okie well yest was probably the most dreaded day of my week. i had to drag myself down to go do the youth camp stuff. its like so tiring. i was sick mind you. had a really bad stomach and a bad throat. sigh. oh wells. nevermind its all for God. yea then iu went down to church and auntie theresa asked for my email and so i'm like okie. but i stil gave it to her. no harm. okie then yest all else was good until i got my phone bill. it was like 60++. and because of my msging. sigh. record. 2000+. oh well. good thing it's hols. yea.

well today i woke up and i knew we were going auntie elaine's place. so it did stuff and then i changed and packed my stuff to swim. i swam laps. so i exercised today. it was good exercise. okie so then i went up and realised lunch was like gone it was over. but there was food. eat then i walked around aimlessly for a while then we played cards. it was really fun today. hmmm okie then we played lots and lots of cards till like 7 then we came home. then i read my bible. ate my dinner and then watched champion. sigh. then i came online and read my mail. then i had to clarify some stuff again. AGAIN. i have done it too many a times. sigh. okie then so now i;m sitting here. i'm buying the new maybeline wonder finish foundation from my friend. so its cool. yea results are out tmr. i hope i dun do badly and i dun fail. pls. k k i got nothing else better to say so. yea. ciaos.

great. i was supposed to go run today but i didn't. sucks. but i did alot today. i editted the full video of the milk and honey thing. yea its really nice. and i learnt it almost all by myself. yay! *so proud of myself --grins--* yeap. hmm and while laying the audio i found alot of nice old songs. so i was sitting there listening to them. heee. yea i vaccumed and mopped my room floor too. alot done in the day. all i have to do now is to figure out how to write the video clip which is in quicktime format into a normal MPEG format. i think i don't have to software. so... great. yeap. this song is stuck in my head. but its a really nice song. dan's favourite song. All. hahah. i layed it as the first soundtrack on the video. then followed by my God. then followed by Jesus, what a Savior You are. then followed by all about You. the video is really cool if i could find a way to upload it on the net i would so soon soon. hahahha yea. so proud of my work. so yea i wanna watch my tv. adios!

"With the world upon your shoulders, Lord You gave Your life away. If the world I knew was over, I know I have a life in the price You paid."

--joel houston

"WHY" by Nichole NordemanWe rode into town the other day Just me and my Daddy He said I'd finally reached that age And I could ride next to him on a horse That of course was not quite as wide We heard a crowd of people shouting And so we stopped to find out why And there was that man That my dad said he loved But today there was fear in his eyes So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe? I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows Daddy, please can't you do something? He looks as though He's gonna cry you said he was stronger than all of those guys Daddy, please tell me why Why does everyone want him to die?" Later that day the sky grew cloudy And Daddy said I should go inside Somehow he knew things would get stormy Boy was he right But I could not keep from wondering If there was something he had to hide So after he left I had to find out I was not afraid of getting lost So I followed the crowds To a hill where I knew men had been killed And I heard a voice come from the cross [Jesus:]And it said, "Father, why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why are they casting their lots for My robe? This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows Father, please can't You do something? I know that You must hear My cry I thought I could handle the cross of this size Father, remind Me why Why does everyone want Me to die? When will I understand why?" [God:]"My precious Son, I hear them screaming I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know But this dark hour I must do nothing Though I've heard Your unbearable cry The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes Look there below, see the child Trembling by her father's side Now I can tell You why She is why You must die"

plagarized from jo's blog. its so touching. he died for you and me.

pissed off

piss off everyone. piss off. like what the **** are you thinking. i'm human okie. and i have the right to have friends of the opposite sex. and if u're jealous. piss off! read me?! you make up freaking stories and spread them. what freaking person is such a bitch! heard me you're a bitch. so don't call anyone else bitch cos u're one too. so PISS OFF.

anyway something stupid happened today. daniel was like so brilliant. he lock himself and auntie theresa out of the honda city. cos he left the keys in the car boot. how brilliant right? hmmm sigh i have a short video to edit and a camp to organise. i really can't wait to go thailand. sigh. just to break away from everything. ahhh. anyway this song is stuck in my head. its the tim hughes song, consuming fire. its really really nice.

there must be more than this, oh breath of God come breathe within. there must be more than this, spirit of God we wait for you. fill us anew we pray, fill us anew we pray. consuming fire, fan into flames a passion for Your name. spirit of God would you fall in this place. Lord have You way, Lord have Your way, with us. Come like a rushing wind, clothe us with passion from on high. Now set the captives free, leave us abandoned to Your praise. Lord let Your glory fall, Lord let Your glory fall. Stir it up in our hearts Lord, stir it up in our hearts Lord. Stir it up in our hearts Lord passion for Your name.

written by tim hughes copyrights 2002 thankyou music/PRS/ admin by worshiptogether.com Songs for the world excluding UK and Europe which is admin by Kingsway music

days

okie like how many days i did not blog. even no one reads i still like to blog. its like my diary. hahha. like my daily account. hmmm okie let's see...

i haven't blogged for nearly a week.

hmmm okie let's start with ...

wednesday

well i did nothing i think. hmmm no i did some thing. i went to church. well. oh and went to the dentist other than that... nothing. how useless. it was a boring day. so i shan't say anything more.

thursday linked with friday

i woke up at like 11. then i cleared my brother's room. it was like super messy. (gor if u read this it was also like kinda super dusty like on the shelves) okie then while i almost done germ called and asked me to help them out with the stuff for open house. so i went down to stc. hmm haven't been there for a long time. so i went down and then i did some stuff. and we played pool. hahha. so fun. lol! then we realised we would never finish it so we decided to stay at germ's place. hmm then i had a talk with leslie and sng. mr sng was so cute he was like so excited to see me. haha. i like miss the teachers there. so we went home for dinner and then over to germ's place. we started doing the stuff and everythign started to sound wrong. u know in that manner. it was like "oh! oh! push it in! oh man! its too big!" like right.... ahhaha then germ and clarissa were like not very wholesome but whatever. hahah so we did the stuff and we felt like chocolates so we went down to shell at like 2 am in the morning. we were kinda noisy but it was fun. hmm so on the whole we had alot of fun. really fun. i mean real real fun. hahaha! yea get the idea? and we slept at like 330 am but by the time we fell asleep it was like 4. u know what i mean. hmm and we had to wake at 530?!!! so we power slept. hahah yea we woke up on time but were like cranky and tired but soon it wore off. it was open day and i kinda enjoyed myself. yea then off to home group i was like falling asleep. oh before that we watched princess diaries 2 and ate steamboat. the movie was like really funny! hahah steamboat was nice but hotHOT HOT!!! hmmm okie after homegroup we went to pick my bro up. he just came back from army training in aussie - queensland. yea. then home to sleep.

today.

woke up early. watched the champion. oh and then to disney live!!! winnie the pooh and the perfect day. it was realy cute. but a lil embarassing. anyway there was this guy at the candy stand. and he was like hot. okie like super good looking. i was so checking him out. hahahah but he was too busy to notice. k k then to music prac. nothign much happened. then we went for clarissa's birthday party. it was like okay. the guys at the party were real losers. but i enjoyed to company of all the stc girls there and clarissa's sister. oh well. her house is like really nice. i wanna kill her. its like so nice it almost perfect for a date. it like staying in venice. really really nice place. i wanna stay there. oh well then we BBQed and ate. was nice company. then we were like late to get back home. so we took a cab. and here i am back home waiting to go take a bath cos i stink. phew! hahahs. no not really just really sticky and i smell like BBQed food.yea yea. k k i gotta go bathe. TTFN!

oh. for the last time. DANIEL AND I ARE NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT TOGETHER. SO WHY DON'T YOU GOSSIP MONGERS SORD OFF AND GO RETREAT TO YOUR OWN WORLDS AND STOP MESSING WITH MINE.

courage

what does it take for a man to run into a burning building when everyone else is running out?
why do firemen leave their families every morning to risk their live for strangers?
good questions huh? well ladder 49 has the answer. but really of cos the answer stares you in the face. COURAGE, SELFLESSNESS. you know really some things in life you don't really think about it until you're told about it. why am i watching so many shows lately where ple die for another. maybe God is trying to tell me something. but how can these ple find it in them to do that for another person, much more for someone you don't even know. oh well its really something to think about. i don't think i can ever do it. anyway this is the lyrics of one of the soundtracks from the movie.

SHINE YOUR LIGHT by robbie robertson

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by

These are the streets
Where we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become
These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line
Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around to the very last dance
Sometimes i stumble and take a hard fall
Loose(?) hold your grip off the wall

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

I thought i saw him walking by the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home

He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
To carry on

okie wells. today i woke up, watched america's next top model. catie is out. sigh. she's so cute. oh wells. then i watched butterfly effect again. not that nice the 2nd time. hmmm. then i went out to meet eliz and fanny. eliz totally did not know we were going out. sigh blur lil girl. okie so we went to shop for a shirt for her. bought one from bodynits. hahahha really nice. hahha. then we went for the movie. it was really enjoyable. hahas. i don't wanna spoil it. so i better stop bout the movie. okie then i did something i haven't done in a long time. take neoprints. hahahs we all looked retarded. then we had a drink at spinelli and then we all rushed home for champion. hahahah. lol! fanny how can u like TORO. he's like ewwww!!! eliz... you and i got good taste... muahhahha YAN XING SHU. well well. then it was CSI. oh man. as usual it's like gross but super cool. well well. i'm done with whatever i wanted to say. i'm still thinking bout the show. byes

that's the point dickhead...

hahahha just finished watching the champion. hahah yan xing shu is hot. i'm gonna strangle whoever said that he looked like a monkey. i mean like look at yourself in the mirror. are you like talking bout urself? hahah!

okie i watched brotherhood today! its like such a sad show! ah!!! like why must he die. i don;t want him to die. he loves his brother so much. ahhh!!! so sad!!! i don't want him to die. why?!!!!! ahhh!!!! sob sob sob... WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! beats me. ahhhhh...

okie what to do. i read the superman comics. the one - a world without superman. man that is really nice. its kinda cool you know. hahahah i'm hooked on comics. hahahaha.

okie alias later. yes. michael vartan. hahhaha... i'm like so "hua xin". hahahah but what the heck. okie i shall go back to my oogling at cute guys. buh bye.

rooting for bush

i couldn't use the net yest. everyone was like "i want to use" or "i need to use". so what the heck. anyway. yest was a annoying day. hmmm let's see.. so happened daniel sat next to me. and so that super big mouth aNNA, went around spreading gossip and rumors. sucks right. she was like telling one person after another. like what the hell. she doesn't remember i have her secret. and besides if mom finds out about what she did... she's dead. this andrea and steph participated too but not that rampant. okie so whatever. pastor preached on the book of joshua, and daniel was so bloody excited. why? cos he studied it the day before. dots. okie so he was like i know this i know that. blah blah blah. chatter chatter chatter. like some small lil kid. speaking of small kids, shua and lebby were so cute. as usual. okie after church i went with elaine went to buy ballet shoes. yay! haha. i still wanna learn hip hop. okay. then we went to meet anna, steph and dan. we had lunch at noodle place and we were like carefully scrutinising the menu. unclean food. yikes. when we ordered lebby was like so restless. so we gave him a lil porridge and just after his first spoon.... he just had to do it - shit. k so we were like where to clean him up. and so elaine and i just were too lazy to go up to the 3rd floor what the heck we mannaged without the diaper table. a lil gross tho. well wells. then we went mark and spencers. hmmm and i bought percy pig without thinking and what the hell i had to exchange it. oh wells. anyway big bro is coming back on wed! yay! hurrah! hahahahha i hope he brought something back for moi. lalala. i'm waiting. hahhah. *evil grins* can't wait. hehs. well then yest night steph and i were just talking and talking so yea. then we eventually fell asleep and this morning i woke up cos it was so hot. good day to swim and tan. :) so then i ate breakfast and so on. i read my bible! yay! so proud of myself. okie so i got nothing more to say. oh one last thing. i want BUSH TO WIN!!! DOWN WITH KERRY!

yupz. i'm bored. i've grown fat. seriuosly. i need NEED exercise. desperately. yest i went out to meet germ and i watched cellular. its a really good show. it was funny and thrilling ta the same time. i mean how often do you get that? its worth my money. hahahs. plus the guy was hot. CHRIS EVANS. yea. hahas. it was a good movie. oh i met meishan. she looks so diff! so much more prettier. much more girlie. well she's doing good i think. looks like. hmmm. yeap. gah then we played pool. heh. SHIT HAPPENS. hahahs. okie then i bought the new tim hughes album. really nice. i like it alot. alot. i love this song especially. its called when the tears fall. it just such a beautiful song. here's the lyrics.

i've had questions, without answers / i've known sorrow, i've known pain / but there's one thing that i'll cling to / you are faithful, Jesus You're true / when hope is lost, i'll call You Saviour / when pain surrounds, i'll call You Healer / when silence falls, You'll be the song within my heart / in the lone hour of my sorrow / through the darkest night of my soul / You surround me and sustain me / my defender, forevermore / i will praise You, i will praise You / when the tears fall, still i will sing to You / i will praise You, Jesus praise You / though the suffering still i will sing

written by tim hughes copyright 2003 Thankyou Music / PRS / Admin. by Worshiptogether.com Songs for the world excluding the UK and Europe which is admin by Kingsway Music

bleah i dun realy feel like saying anything. i went to see the twins today. they look diff. but still as cute as ever. oh wells. yeap. i went down to the childcare today and i just love jeremy and kynan. so cute too!!! kynan is a genius and jeremy is so clueless bout everything but has such a sweet smile. so adorable!!! yeap. the chris tomlin album is nice. --ARRIVING-->

indescribable

From the highest of heights
To the depths of the sea
creation's revealing Your majesty
From colors of fall
To the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique
And the song that it sings
All exclaiming...

Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky
And You know them by name
You are amazing, God
All powerful, untamable
Awestruck we fall to our knees
As we humbly proclaim
You are amazing, God

Who has told every lightning bolt
Where it should go?
Or seen heavenly storehouses
Laden with snow?
And gives source to its light?
Yet conceals it to bring us the
coolness of night
None can fanthom...

Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky
And You know them by name
You are amazing, God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart
And You love me the same
You are amazing, God

***************************

written by Laura Story
Additional lyrics by Jesse Reeves
copyrights 2004 worshiptogether.com
Songs / sixsteps Music /
Gleaning Publishing (ASCAP)
Admin. by EMI CMG Publishing

so annoying.'

gah. so irritated. damn. okie it like i was talking on the phone until 4 yest then i went to sleep. so then i was woken up by ple shouting at like 10. its so annoying. grrrrr. okie then so i couldn't sleep so i just went out. then anna was watching tv so what the heck. i just sat there. then we popped in infernal affairs. yea and after we finished watching. the whole shouting saga began again. gah! *pulls hair out of her head* then that woman went to call mom and blah blah blah. and who gets nagged at???? ME!! how annoying right. gees. so now i like just read my bible so ahhhh. i'm cool. the french bible is like way cool. hahahha. lol! at least i can understand that little.

Car la justice de Dieu y est révélée sur le principe de la foi pour la foi, selon qu'il est écrit:
"Or le juste vivra de foi".

which is ...

For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written.
The just shall live by faith.

and yes!!! it is from Romans 1:17. okay whatever. hahas. well well. k k i bettter get going, doing whatever i'm suppoed to do. ciaos.

shopping?!

hahas okie i woke up about 8plus today. set my alarm at 9 but pounced up at 830. well then so i switched on the tv and the vcr and watched america's next top model and hmmm 24. well well. then i was like frantically finding for the infernal affairs vcd but i couldn't find it. so what the heck i watch MVP valentine. hahahha cos of yanxingshu duh. his hair is like so much better short. lol!k k so i left the house late. so i reached town late but guess what they were even later. okie so we ate at gelare's. sucked. i was so sick of the food. i could literally puke it out. k k. then we talked and shopped. we all didn't like buy stuff. we just walked around aimless all so deaed beat. oh wells. then von was so tired i think she should have gone home so i let her and poh kwan go. so then that left jo and i. she was waiting for her dad to come fetch her so we went shopping somemore. and then i finally bought something. a small little dainty purse. from littlematchgirl. its so cute and sweet i love it. hahas then we went into this shop which had like all this ethnic mix modern stuff. so cool. LURVE IT. hahs. we saw aloot of stuff we liked but didn't buy any. then her dad came. then i went shopping alone. i find being a loner is nice. well get sometime alone. its fun. refreshing. i bought a tank from zara for only 12 bucks. okie its like dark brown. nice huh. then i didn't feel like staying in town anymore i went home. then on the train i just felt like not going home so i called my sister and it so happened she was on the same train! hooray. so we went to jurong point okie whatever. we went to jennyfer's and found abercrombie and fitch shirts! awesome huh! they're genuine okie. then we like bought three tops and then we went down to esprit. loooked at stuff... they are all so pretty!!! but no money. oh wells. whatever. then we came back home and watched tv. first it was punk'd then it was extreme gourmet then it was the champion, hurrah! just that his hair is so awful. okie okie. then it was CSI. i love that show. its like way cool. forensic science. sigh. i wish. oh wells. then i'm here. oh i finally got the cd to load pics from my phone to the comp so hurrah! byeesss!!!

today was nothing
yesterday was something
the sulitios are leaving the church
i don't want them to go
they've really been something in my life
i'm gonna miss them alot
auntie leelee, sarah, joelle and christian
i really hope there was a way to start all over
erase the past few months
and live it again
and in that way they can be given the chance
just that chance to turn the other way
if only such were the case
crying cannot turn back time
if only it could
it just hurts to see them go
i want them to stay
i really want them to stay
but i guess its not going to happen
i'll miss them alot
alot....

i bought shoes

okie i went to church early today just becos daniel thought he would have to go back camp. grumbles. okie so i had breakfast at ikea. so so so filling! music prac after that. playing the keyboard. went to get ballet shoes and then OFF TO THE SHOE SALE! hahah it was so funny. elaine was so excited! hahah k k so i bought just one pair of those pointy shoes. its pink and white. pretty cool. after that i went for lunch at BK then went to meet angeline, PQ and tiff!!! hahah we just walkede and walked and did not buy anything. okie only a vcd anyone hrd of it??? i think its nice. ethan hawke. well. okie we took pics and pics and walked and walked and sat down to drink and snack! oh oh!!! i saw that guy again!!! GAGS! angeline and i were just talking bout him and then he just appeared. the 4th time already. i was like asking angeline to look and she was like didn't want to. i had to force her. hahaha yea. today we saw like tons of ex-STC ple. we were like having a reunion in town lol!so fun! well i didn't manage to get a handbag and tops or a music CD. sigh always like that. bleah. hahah k k i got nothing to say. oh i cut my thumb. quite badly. like just cut right down witha knife. so yea haha. byesssss....

pink?!

right.
my desktop is pink.
HOT PINK.
lol! i'm just crazy.
but its nice. my start bar too.
lol! and so is my title bars.
hahahaha so cool.
i think i'm gonna meet anna later
go JP to get some stuff
i dunno i think i'm gonna cont, french
should i?
meeting tiff, PQ and gel on thurs i think
not sure yet
we dun even know what we're gonna do
oh wells. i can't wait to get my results
hope i do well.
if i don't just dun fail.
happy to pass.
although its a little disappointing.
i just watch ALONG CAME POLLY again
its so funny.
hahaha. oh wells.
still listening to that song.
you like never get tired of it.

i wrote a new song.its called EVER I WILL PRAISE YOU. here it goes.

I love You, Lord, my strength
I love You, Lord, my God
I will praise Your name
Ever I will sing Your praise

There is none like You
You are awesome O God
There is none like You
Holy are You Lord
There is none like You
Worthy is Your name
Ever I will sing Your praise
Ever I will sing Your praise

copyrights 2004 abigail chen jieyi

yeap i was just sitting there singing whatever songs i felt like singing.
i was with my guitar and then i just started to sing this song
i thought it was just some other song then i realised that it was a new song
so i rushed for my book and i penned it down
ever i will sing Your praise? no matter where You are
what point in life You are at
Singing God's praise is something You can always do
ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, EVERYWHERE
he's so awesome, so holy, so worthy
why not?
well i feel all holy today
but u can't blame me
i was listening to the more i seek you the whole night last night
then i was singing it the whole day today
its just such a beautiful song
i mean its like WOW!
especially after watching the interview
its like WHAMP!
it can really just make you cry.
i got nothing more to say.

awesome? not.

the twins didn't come to church today
i miss them!
they're so cute and sweet i want to cuddle them!
i can hear pearl harbour from here!
so sad!!!! ahhhh!!!!
i want to cry!
sob sob sob sob sob.
stupid sad show, so annoying.
oh wells
today was okay.
went to church.
yay! i used TAYLOR.
hahahah so fun.
lol! Gary played with me.
Good or bad, u decide.
but i know what i know.
well nat and amy came today
heh. and we were gonna try amy's trick on dan
we all like expected to him to say "i'm handsome."
but he didn't so disappointing.
i got the Glorious cd and the Josh Groban - Closer album!
whoooohoooo!~
both AWESOME albums.
hahah well so we tried the "there's something on ur chin" trick
but it didn't work on dan.
cos he just refused to believe there was anything there
so whatever then we tried on anna soo
it was so funny
then on auntie theresa. ahhaha!
she was like touching her whole face asking "where? where?"
hilarious! lol! i was like laughing so hard.
i think anyone who saw me then would think i'm mad.
kies kies. hols are in and school is out.
that's like wayyyyyyy cool.
oh i wanna learn hip hop!!!
someone! help! i need a place to learn it first.
hahas and money too of cos. lol!
yay! just another few days and i'm gonna get my allowance! yay!
money! money!
not that i'm so money minded.
but im stony broke. i mean STONY.
yea like rock bottom stony.
sucks aye? can't do no nothing.
welll then i shall do anything.
WHATEVER.

my confession

"My Confession"

I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

[bridge:]
You are the air that I breath.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
Hear my confession

whooooohoooo!

yes! exams are over!!! okay i only had one exam but still?! it still something to celebrate! hahhah. lol! oh well. the paper was fine. can pass definately. now its whether i do well or not. but i hope i do. heh! k k then i went to meet jo after the paper. we were like walking around ikea God knows doing what. hahhh so we got boreed of ikea and went down to church. then my mum asked her the same qn everytime she comes so she was like. right. hahah k k so today i'm supposed to go church early to teach sarah soo keyboard. God help me. anyway alot has happened lately and i've found out alot of stuff that i didn't know and would have never known. well. its either a blessing or a curse. but i shall soon find out. oh wells. heh! holidays! can;t wait to go thailand! WHEEE!~ haha. k k everyone thinks i'm crazy. i am... NOT. just happy. k k i was talking with my sisters late at night. and really alot of funny things came up. hmmm. oh wells. midnight chats always are funny and crazy. so well. k k i gtg.

tmr is the day
was supposed to study
but i didn't
sad aye? sigh
all i did was
edit edit edit
but it was an excellent job
right darren?
yea i dunno
i shall just study what i can
tmr go there
pray and take the exam
hope God will carry me thru'
oh well well well
i'm going thailand end of nov
whee!
i love it there.
yea. anyways.
getting late.
ciaos

i'm sick! ugh!

hmmm GREAT.
i'm sick.
woke up this morning with a heavy head.
i thought i'll be good by noon.
no i wasn't.
ugh. sign of being overworked.
actually i was supposed to be awake only at 830
but thanks to daniel i was awake at 730!
that's like and hr of sleep.
k k so i went to collect my specs.
i look a little wierd, but other than that,
its cool.
went down to school for filming.
then i went to meet tiff - my motivation for even leaving the house
tiff see how much i love you! haha
k k i watched calcium kid.
hahah its like so funny...

" nothing's out of reach if you got long arms."

how true. haha!
k k then so i went home after that.
then i watched jersey girl.
its like nice too.
a lil adult convos
but its nice.
then i went to sleep.
until like 7plus
woke up to eat dinner.
its like what a day.
doesn;t sound as sucky as it really is.
so yea. oh well.
k k i better get going. ciao.

the more i seek You
the more i find You
the more i find You
the more i love You

i wanna sit at Your feet
drink from the cup in Your hand
lean back against You and breathe
feel Your heart beat
this love is so deep
it's more than i can stand
i melt in Your peace
it's overwhelming

this song is stuck in my head. thanks to daniel.
ugh. sleep, wake, eat, drink, swim... its still there.
oh wells. i studied alot today.
very proud of that.
went to swim again.
exercise sure feels good.
well well i borrowed calcium kid and jersey girl
haha can watch it tmr after locvd
yay! getting my specs tmr.
heh. i really dun feel like doing locvd.
EVER. its like BORING!
ah i dunno what else to say.
america's next top model later.
after that. ALIAS 3.
certainly a TV junkie.

sometimes it takes alot to learn
love is there at every turn
grace is found in every passing moment
mercy gives a second chance
faithfulness just never ends
when you're walking on the road to redemption

nice lyrics aye?
well well. it gets stuck in your head.
k k my bro took my phone and left me his.
its good.
lol. get to play with his cam.
haha. oh well.
and i look like a les.
cos of all the pics of kristin and mischa inside.
hmmm i'm gonna study tmr.
definately.
gonna work hard. very hard.
oohhh. i got an A on my locvd written test.
AWESOME aye?

MEDISOC!
MEDISOC!
MEDISOC!
well i'm gonna work hard
exam next fri
i'm working on it
i am i am
i hope to do well for LOCVD
and for SPEECH COMM too
i give up on GRAPH COMM
although it took all my money
well well SAB
i hope at least a B
SNW i can just be ready for an AD
well well
school school school
grades grades grades
study study study
DAMN.

so cute!

k k i'm at elaine's place now. using her ibook to blog. man! shua and leb are so cute. feel like kidnapping them. heh! oh well. i know my mum is back. my dad? i dunno. but shld be la. oh well i'm utterly broke. and that is like the worst thing that can happen to me now. cos i gotta reshoot! totally sucks. i know. well. i really dunno. sigh. its sad you know. sigh. well. harvey did not give us our results back. he said it'll be on MEL. whatever, he's like so lazy. ugh. the babies are sound asleep now. awwww... they look so angelic. well yest i had a talk with elaine. it was late in the night. well i was kinda shocked at certain stuff she said. so haha! well. that reminds me. my sisters are in DEEP SHIT! whatever u guys told mom. i'll kill you all. we're just friends okay!!! understand FRIENDS! not the ross and rachel kinda friends but the monica and rachel kinda friends. u guys watch ur bloody mouths. ESPECIALLY anna. i can tell mom anytime i want to. so WATCH IT! so annoying. UGH! well i cant wait for next fri. it'll be all OVER! ah then hols then on to next sem. i'm jjust waiting for the hols. muahahhaah. heh. well. i dun have anything else to say so. ciaos. before i go... anna, stephie, sarah and andrea. watch ur BIG mouths.

A+++
for my speech comm paper!
k k i'm estactic bout that
super estatic
yay school's out
cos i only have one exam
next friday
medisoc
i am not going for editting
on wednesday
i don't care
i've done more than
my fair share of work
and i deserve a break
well speech comm
today was okay
i was good
sigh have to go back on thurs
just to collect locvd results
harvey so slow
must have been hung over
from one of his pyjama parties
watching white chicks on wed
watch wimbeldon already
staying over at elaine's place
on thurs to either fri or sat
hmmm k k
i dunno wad else
i'm tired - sounds familiar?
k k shall go find something to do

great

i almost died today
i almost got knocked down by a car
it woke me up
good thing it didn't put me to sleep
i waited for grace
she came and we went to starbucks to do our speech
bought coffee at the expense of my head
sat down to do my speech
and i saw this guy
damn good looking
i was so totally checking him out
and my eyes were like glued on him
then he walked off with his gf
then i realised he was the guy who i was drooling over when i was working
the one that walked in quite late
and the gf had a special order
i remember gel standing there mopping the same spot for 5 mins
he's like damn hot okay
okay okay enough bout him
i can still imagine what he looks like
k k hmmm so we discussed the speech
grace sister was there
so typical st nicks girl
so we accompanied her to get some stuff
and went home
so i finished up my speech
then i'm here
and i'm tired
so i'm gonnna sleep
bye.
last thing.
Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. The mediocre mind is incapable of understanding the man who refuses to bow blindly to conventional prejudices and chooses instead to express his opinions courageously and honestly.
-abert einstein-

half - life

half life

says it all
well i was supposed to wak up at 9 today.
but i woke up late - 930
i was supposed to call grace
but i sat there on the sofa
stoned for 5 mins
then i took a bath
freshened up and ate breakfast
and left the house around 1030
took a cab to school
and i was waiting for the lift and i saw suja
suja then came to me gave me the key
so i opened the place
and darren was the 2nd to arrive!
okie so we had tuitorial
media updates were BORING!
then it was the preparation for then exam
i sounded good man- at least i think so
i didnt even prepare!
okie then i finished up bauhaus after that
well i can;t really say much
cos my brain ain't functioning
too little sleep i think
i'm so proud of my bauhaus designs
bye.

i'm tired

slept only at 5 yest. woke up at 8 today
church later
just finished the blueprints of the model only
still left with the mounting of whatever
and the booklets to design and stuff.
i hate bauhaus
i love it too
got so much work
there's still medisoc
there's still speech comm
i dont have a life
filming on sat
i'm gonna skip locvd tomorrow
i need rest
my back hurts
i have cuts all over my fingers
i want a break
i dont have a break
i've never worked so hard in my life
i think this is the real world
the world clotted with work
and stress
i need....

i'm slippin' away

i changed my no. --> 90405397

i'm gonna be really busy this week. i have a super packed schedule.

monday
locvd exam
speech comm test
locvd discussion
french exam

tuesday
medisoc lecture
graph comm
graph comm
graph comm

wednesday
graph comm again
graph comm again
graph comm again
rush out speech comm

thursday
medisoc tuitorial
speech comm deadline
speech comm
probably locvd

friday
graph comm presentation
speech comm
probably locvd

saturday
locvd shooting
locvd shooting
locvd shooting

i really hope i would survive. i need rescue.

i really don't know who

i lost my lappy's warranty card. oh i found it. heh.

that is beside the point. well. i am supposed to go to school today to discuss the locvd. but unfortunately i don't have the time. nvm i suspect they won't finish it today. so whatever.oh well. today there's like reallly nothing much. i have guitar workshop, then i got music prac. oooh jehian is playing for me. erm then i got youth comm and section leaders meeting. oh well. hmmm yest/... yest... yest...

okie yest i woke up at 8 cos we were meeting at 10 to discuss bauhaus. well so i left the house at 9 and at around 920. yi sze msged me. can we meet at 11? i almost strangled her. okie worse still i called grace. i'm still at home. then so what the heck i just went there. anyway i have comics to accompany me. so i was waiting and sean was the first to arrive. so we went to mos first to wait for the rest. so they eventually came around 1100.

then we started discussing. we decided to go back to the model. much easier. yea. we came up with invitation cards everything. so then sean was trying to come up with new ideas and i was like there's no time. so whatever. sean was a lil on my nerves. yes. so by 130 we wrapped up. and we headed down to bras brasah for the stuff.

so. we bought acrylic cheet. a huge one, 2 metal sheets, acrylic hinges, the shiny sticker, acrylic acid and acrylic cutter. and now i need a metal cutter which we totally did not buy. oh wells. i shall try the hardware store downstairs. okie okie. so we all went our seperate ways, cept' for yi sze and i. we went...

shopping! lol! okie so yi sze was supposed to shop for a present for her sister. and in the end we went shpping for stuff for her more than her sister. oh wells. its inevitable. lol! okie so we saw this top from volcom. really nice. then she was liek i think i shall get it for myself. so okie. for her. then we saw this bag. really nice vintage look. it was awesome. hee. she was i think we shld get this for my sister. she bought it and then. nah she kept it for herself! lol! so we stopped by flowers in the attic cos we realized we never went into that shop. and lo and behold. i saw this blouse. really sweet country looking blouse. i tried it and it was 'sweep me away'. so i bought it and yi sze bought yet another top. then we went down to far east cos i was supposed to cut my hair. so we walked around in search of hair salons. and i went to this place called KLEAR CUT. its quite good.; maybe i shall cut my hair there already. okie. so i went in and the lady, her name is isabel kept talking to me. hee asking so many qns. and apparently she said i looked like her roommate. oh wells. but she was talking to me in chinese. which made it a lil unpleasant. okie. after the hair cut was done. i put on my specs and the malay guy winked at me. and GOSH he's like not even good looking. so i frowned back. haha. anyway there was alot of cute guys in far east yest like tons! so yi sze had a good time ple watching. haha. k k so aftrer that we went for a drink at long johns and then went to get yi sze's sister's present. of cos eventually she ended up buying stuff for herself again. so after that we left town. she went home and i to church.

that was yest. and its already 1140 today. which means i took an hr to blog. that's long. so then. i better go. i needa leave the house soon. yeap. au revoir.

i forgot to bring the script! i'm so sorry! oh wells. anyway my editting test was at 10 this morning. well i thought harvey will be ebhind time again. but then again i thought i'd better be on the safe side. well. so i reached there at 10 and only started at 1045. wells wells. what's new. anyway while waiting gabriel was reading this book. it's called everything is bad for you. hahah it was full of crap. the author was probably suicidal. haha. really! when you read that book. you can actually die from everything. i mean EVERYTHING. okie okie get on with it. so i took the editting test and i was like done in 15 mins. but he was like staring at me. so i was pressured to continue doing some crap for another 15 mins. so then. he saw my footage and yea that was it. was well done if you ask me. okie so i went for medisoc after that giving up on waiting for megan. i reached the classroom and then we started on the advertisement critique. it was kinda fun. cherylene was in our group. of the four of us. sherie, yisze, grace and i. we started out like awkward but then after that we were like laughing so loudly suja made us go first. after our group was reka's group who did this beer ad. and man the ad was bloody sensual. you should have seen that creep's reaction. *shivers* whatever. then it was danial's group then robyn's group! they put up their ad and i was like thinking to myself. "is that phelps?" but of cos i didn't ask. so when robyn mentioned that it is phelps i was like GASP! lol! and the whole class happened to hear it, it was like shit! even suja was like laughing. haha! SUJA ROCKS! lol! then when they ended their presentation i made a comment on the drawings at the bottom of all the writings and my exact words were, "the drawings are so cute!" and the class heard it as, "why is he so cute?" and then suja went HUH?! then she started laughing again! i was damn embarrased! i swear i blushed! i could feel it. lol. okie that's all about medisoc. okie okie. then so i ate lunch with grace and then i came back home. nothing to do so i watch charmed. shhhhh. and then i wanted to study locvd but apparently i can't d/l the notes! i dunno why? so screwed they keep asking me to insert the microsoft office xp cd! so i'm like i don't have it! so forget it. oh well. yest was the last lesson of S n W. that's so sad. gonna miss softball and the people like peggy etc. hee. oh and they asked me to join softball. anyone wanna join me? i actually don't mind. but tights. shall think about it. okie so after that i discussed SAB then bauhaus. and because we found this builing in houston, texas. called williams tower. man its super nice so we decided not to do the model but a humongous shiny poster. its kinda cool. anyway some ple from T105 are doing models so i overhrd today so to hell with the model. so after that i went to town. met andrea(my older sister) and maryann. they were cutting their hair at reds. to me it ain't worth so yea. okie then after went shopping. amy and anna (my younger sister) came to meet us. so we went shopping and i bought the fox top and a zara sweater and some cookies. hee. then we went to church and amy went home. oh wells. that was yest. quite happening lol. cos grace and i we saw that guy. the one worse than a poser. less than a sissy. such a big time loser. his name is jonathan. okie i just have to say this. but whatever. his attitude sucks. in his exact words " don't punch my face! punch my arm!". goodness. oh yes i forgot your balls were roasted on the BBQ pit. peace out.

what if...

first random thought:

what if one day
you woke up
and you were no longer in this world
then you find yourself
before the throne of judgement
what will you do

i don't think i can face Him
i'll probably be too ashamed of myself

another random thought:

what if you were to die today
where will you be

i think i won't make it
and i'm trying
but just think i might not make it
its sad you know

yet another random thought:

peter
he was a faithful follower of Christ
he loved Christ alot
yet he denied him
during tribulation
will you stand

i weep inside
i know
i might not
what if i deny him too
what if that was my last chance
and then i'll be heading straigh down
into the pits of hell
maybe i love this life too much

and then another random thought:

what if you were in heaven
and you looked down to hell
and you saw your best friend
or your relative
suffereing
burning
right beneath your eyes
what will you do

you can't do anything
all you can do is say
if only
if only what?
if only i had told them

i've been thinking alot lately. but i just can't help it. i know i may sound like a drama queen but really what if i don't make it. i don't want to burn in hell. no one would want to. unless you're out of your mind. you may think i'm bizzare or all spiritual. but i really don't wanna go to hell. i can just die anytime. its not for me to decide you know. what if i overworked myself and a blood vessel in my brain burst? i would be dead. just like that. the line between life and death can be so easily broken through. after all God is almighty,soveriegn.

once lived this man who was a coach at a high school. he was a very healthy man. that very day, he was to take his students out for a run. he finished whatever work he could and then changed into his jogging gear to head out for the run. when he left the school, he felt perfectly fine. no sign of fatigue etc. he continued jogging. he felt a slight faintness but he pressed on and continued jogging. he broke out in cold sweat and he felt he could no longer keep up. he kept going. suddenly he collapsed. he could not take it any longer. he tried to open his eyes but it was like it was glued shut. he could hear what was going on. some one pulled over. helped him up and wanted to send him to the nearest clinic. it was a young girl and her dad talking. then he heard another voice.

"no, we'll take him. the nearest clinic is still very far."

the girl and her dad obliged and left him in the care of the stranger. he could feel that they were trying to wake him up. but he simply could not get up. then he felt himself slipping away. drifting away. he told himself.

"it's alright. i'm just tired......"

little did he know, he would never wake up again.

its true. the man never woke up. he died that evening. no he did not get to see his wife and children for the last time. no he did not get to tell them how much he loved them. and no he did not get to tell God how sorry he was for whatever sins he had committed that day. and yes that was what mattered.

i was that girl with her dad who pulled over. life is so fragile. really it is. why i remember this incident all of a sudden. only God knows. but there is a purpose. i know there is a purpose.

i.

until my breath runs dry, i will sing to You.
until the end of times, i will praise You Lord.
until we finally meet and i live down at Your feet,
You'll find me seeking You.
You'll find me seeking You.

love this song too.
apparently i love the desperation album.
its really nice.
all the songs all really speak of desperation.
well today was a good day.
did not have speech comm lectures.
YAY!
so i went for lunch.
and the dreadful creep came to join us.
so i lost my appetite.
sigh.
well anyway after that i went to meet grace.
we discussed our speech comm speech.
xueting came by.
spoke to her for a while.
i forgot to tell her something.
well its something bitchy so whatever.
anyway after that we hung out till graph comm.
then we went for kok kee lessons.
slacked.
then the consultation.
i got a C+ on my 3rd assesed speech.
which makes my average a C+
about there.
well i really wanna do better than that.
so God help me.
cordelia liked my speech tho.
she said i had this thing about me.
that everytime i started a new point i injected life into it.
well that's something new for me.
but she said she could tell i memorised it cos it soon became words.
but i just couldn't help it.
anyway next speech, grace and i are doing on peer pressure
i just found out some stuff about that
and i think its really interesting
this is why i say i can be a psychologist.
then i went to watch another movie in the library.
sliding doors.
its really kinda cool.
heh.
then i went to meet fanny.
told her some stuff.
she told me some stuff.
well its between the both of us.
heehee.
then we wanted to pon french
but we did not
alvin stole my seat!
growl.
anyway french today was fine.
french test tmr
i want to do well.
who doesn't.
anyway that was my day.
and for now.
i know what your blog is andrea (my sister)
i think you wouldn't read this.
but whatever.
what i'm thinking now?

i cannot.
i will not.
i must not.

but then again its not for me to say.
this is reality.
i think of you and i smile.
lol.
i think of you again and i laugh.
lol.
i think of you again and again.
i do nothing.
but think.
dream.
and then.
i tell myself.
snap out of it.
so i'm out of it.
but soon i'll just slip in again.
away.
to that reality...

well i composed a song together with ma sister today. its nice! lol! its called "no matter". shan't say anything more. heh. but its a really awesome song. lol.
anyway i was thinking. and i don't know what to do. someone told me i should just let it go. but you really lied to me alot. everything i know i found out for myself or from some other source. its disheartening. i trusted you. you betrayed my trust. i really dont know what i should do. maybe that someone is right. GIVE IT UP. its not worth.
my life is a mess.
i'm almost at rock bottom.
it sucks.
but thanks to someone.
thanks for the encouragement.
psalms 121 is staring me in the face.
and i couldnt see it.
but now i see.

I lift up my eyes to the hills. From whence does my help come?
My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot be moved, he who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, he who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD is your keeper; the LORD is your shade on your right hand.
The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all evil; he will keep your life.
The LORD will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and for evermore.

beautiful psalm aye? love it. anyway. i shall get back to work.

THANK YOU.*points at someone* you know who you are.

what is there to life
when you have
no God
no aims
no struggles
no ups
no downs
no friends
no enemies
no failures
no success
no health
no music
no work
no play
no rest
no guidance
no siblings
no time
no books
no groove
no hates
no likes
no power
no order
no work
no nothing
to summarise it
no life

well today i got back medisoc common test. i passed. overall i'm passing. not fantastic tho' i need to work harder. much harder. sigh. i almost screwed up my camera handling. i did not. anyway. i changed my blogskin. the little boy is cute aye? well well. was bored of the old one. okie i really got nothing to say. anyway, i'm missing you*. ciaos.

yea. today was fun. lol. i had S&W. hee exercise! yay! well well. next week is the last week. i don't mind failing actually. so i can take it AGAIN! again! hahas! okie after that met up with grace, sherie and sean to do bauhaus. yi sze was late so we watched while waiting. hahas. its was really fun. DON"T MESS HIS GROOVE! hahas! okie okie so after yi sze came, we started to discuss. and man! sean and i came up with this brilliant celebratory package. SO DAMN EXCITED BOUT IT. hahas! well. halfway thru we went to see harvey bout the script and he actually thought it was good and even funny! that's like way cool! like way way way way way way way cool. get the idea huh? then went back to bauhaus discussion and modified the idea and its AWESOME! i really can't wait to get started. hee hee. oh no. "hee hee" reminds me of somebody. no! don't come haunt me! ahh! lol. eliz knows already. haha. she was laughing and laughing like mad. lol. she choked as much as i did. well you get the idea. actually you won't. haha. whatever. o wells. okie okie then after bauhaus i went for SAB. ugh. that person again. attitude sucks. anyway then we discussed the fianance sheet. man i was having fun today! i'm like super hyper. hees. wells everything today was fun. then i went to church. bathed. redid my media critique. then i ate dinner. then i went up to practise. then i led worship again. apparently its not bad. hee. lol! i broke the 6th string AGAIN!. i really break weird strings. ALL THE TIME. okie okie. so now i'm home. and i'm crapping with xt. wells. ttfn!

if.

this is the post where if you missed the last episode of friends for some reason or another you would love me. cause i;m not gonna tell you, but provide you with a full transcript of the episode. its taken from one of my links below. but just incase you're lazy, and for what its worth, here it goes.

Written by: Marta Kauffman & David CraneDirected by: Kevin BrightTranscribed by: Kreidy
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's apartment.]
(It's a scene from 1016 TOW Rachel's Going Away Party.)
Jennifer Aniston (voice-over): Previously on Friends.
Monica: Erica, are you okay?
Erica: Yeah, you know, maybe I ate too much. I keep getting these stomach-aches. They come and go like every few minutes.
Monica: Oh my God!
Chandler: Relax! We'll just get her some antacids.
Monica: She doesn't have a stomach-ache. She's in labor!
Chandler: Oh my God!
[Cut to Ross's apartment.]
(Ross and Rachel are there. It's another scene from 1016 TOW Rachel's Going Away Party.)
Rachel: So if you think I didn't say goodbye to you because you don't mean as much to me as everybody else, you're wrong. It's because you mean more to me.
Ross: Rach!
Rachel: What?!
(He walks over and kisses her. They pull back, Rachel looks at him, and they kiss again.)
[Scene: Ross's bedroom. Rachel is putting on her shoes as Ross shows up from underneath the covers.]
Ross: Hey.
Rachel: Shh... Go back to sleep. I have to go home.
Ross: Oh. This was amazing.
Rachel: It really was. You've learned some new moves!
Ross: Yeah, well, this guy at work gave me "Sex for Dummies" as a joke.
Rachel: Ah.
Ross: Who's laughing now?
Rachel: I know!
(They kiss.)
OPENING CREDITS
[Scene: The delivery room at the hospital. Monica, Chandler and Erica are there. Erica is in labor, and she is breathing heavily.]
Monica: Breathe, breathe, breathe... Good.
Chandler: Next time, can I say breathe?
Monica: No, last time you said it like Dracula, and it scared her! Can I get you anything? You want some more ice chips?
Erica: No, I'm okay.
Monica: Alright, I'll be right back.
Chandler: Where are you going?
Monica: To use the bathroom.
Chandler: You can't leave me alone with her.
Monica: What?
Chandler: This is exactly the kind of social situation that I am not comfortable with!
Monica: What kind of social situation are you comfortable with?
Chandler: It's just that we've never spent any time, you know, alone together.
Monica: You'll be fine. Nah, you won't, but I'll be back in two minutes.
Chandler: Okay.
(Monica leaves, and Chandler closes the door. Erica just looks at him.)
Chandler: So, ah... Any plans for the summer?
Erica: I don't know. Maybe church-camp?
Chandler: Hah. May not wanna mention this. So, you ever wonder which is worse, you know; going through labor or getting kicked in the nuts?
Erica: What?
Chandler: Well, it's just interesting. You know, because no one will ever know, because no one can experience both.
(Erica just looks at him like he's crazy.)
Chandler: One of life's great, unanswerable questions. I mean, who knows? Maybe there's something even more painful than those things? Like this.
[Scene: Joey and Rachel's apartment. Joey is there as Phoebe enters. Joey is holding a baby duck.]
Phoebe: Morning.
Joey: Hey!
Phoebe: What's that?
Joey: It's my house-warming present for Monica and Chandler.
Phoebe: It's a baby chick and duck!
Joey: Uh-huh. And I named them Chick Jr. and Duck Jr.
Phoebe: I did not see that coming.
Joey: Yeah, I figure they'll love it at the new house, you know? It has that big backyard. And then, when they get old, they can go to that special farm that Chandler took the other chick and duck to.
Phoebe: Yes.
Joey: Yeah. It's a shame people can't visit there.
Phoebe: That is the rule, though.
(Ross enters.)
Phoebe: Guess what? You're almost an uncle!
Ross: What?
Joey: Yeah, Erica went into labor last night. Monica and Chandler are at the hospital right now!
Ross: Oh my God!
Phoebe: Yeah, and I have a definite feeling it's gonna be a girl.
Ross: Phoebe, you were sure Ben was gonna be a girl.
Phoebe: Have you seen him throw a ball?
Ross: Is Rachel here?
Joey: Uh, I think she's still asleep. Hey, hey, how did it go with you guys last night? She seemed pretty pissed at you.
Ross: Uh, we, y'know, we worked things out.
Phoebe: What's that smile? Did something happen with you two?
Ross: Hey, I'm not one to kiss and tell, but I'm also not one to have sex and shut up. We totally did it!
Joey: Oh my God. You and Rachel?
Ross: I know, it's pretty great.
Joey: So what does that mean? Are you guys getting back together?
Ross: Oh, I... I don't know. We didn't really get to talk.
Phoebe: But do you wanna get back together?
Ross: I don't know. It was incredible. I mean, it just felt so right. When I was holding her, I mean, I never wanted to let her go. You know what? Yeah, I do. I wanna be together.
Phoebe: (screaming) YAY!
Ross: Shhh!
Phoebe: (quietly) Yay!
Joey: So, so is she still going to Paris?
Ross: Wow, I hadn't thought of that. I hope not.
Phoebe: Oh, this is like the best day ever. Ever! You guys might get back together, Monica and Chandler are getting their baby, there are chicks and ducks in the world again! Oh, I feel like I'm in a musical! (Singing) "Daa - raa... When the sun comes up, bright and beaming! And the moon comes..."
(Rachel enters from her room.)
Rachel: Morning!
Phoebe: Guess we'll never know how it ends.
Joey: Okay.
Ross: Hey.
Rachel: Hey.
Ross: Hey. How did you sleep?
Rachel: Good. You?
Ross: Good.
Joey: I bet you did!
Ross: Uh. Would you guys mind giving us a minute?
Joey: Sure, yeah. Will you just keep an eye on the chick and the duck?
Rachel: Chick and the duck? Didn't they die...
Phoebe: (interrupting) Dive. Yeah, they dove head-first into fun on the farm.
(Joey and Phoebe leave.)
Ross: So...
(He kisses her.)
Ross: Morning.
Rachel: You too. Last night was just wonderful.
Ross: It really was.
Rachel: I woke up today with the biggest smile on my face.
Ross: I know, me too. It was... You know, it was like one of those things you think is never gonna happen, and then it does, and it's everything you want it to be.
Rachel: Uh-huh. I know. It was just, it was just the perfect way to say goodbye. (She hugs him, and Ross looks crushed.)
[Scene: The Hospital. Erica is moaning and about to give birth. Monica, Chandler, a nurse and a doctor are there with her.]
Monica: It's just a little bit more, honey.
Erica: Help me! This hurts!
Chandler: Is it really that bad?
Erica: Uh-huh! I think it's time to kick you in the nuts and see which is worse!
(Monica gives Chandler a look.)
Doctor: The baby's head is crowning.
(Monica walks down to Erica's legs to watch the birth.)
Monica: Oh! Oh my God! That is the most beautiful top of a head I have ever seen! Chandler, you have to see this!
(Chandler is standing by Erica's head.)
Chandler: I'm okay.
Monica: Chandler, you don't wanna miss this. This is the birth of your child! It's the miracle of life!
Chandler: Alright. Wow, that is one disgusting miracle.
Doctor: Start pushing. Here we go. Here come the shoulders...
(The baby starts crying, and the doctor holds it up.)
Monica: It's a... It's a boy!
Chandler: Wow!
Erica: Is he okay?
Doctor: He's just fine.
Monica: Oh, you did it!
Chandler: (emotional) It's a baby! A beautiful little baby! And some other stuff I'm gonna pretend I don't see.
Doctor: Would you like to cut the umbilical cord?
(A nurse gives Monica a pair of scissors. Monica gives it to Chandler, and they cut it together.)
Chandler: Well, that's spongy.
Monica: (to her son) Oh, hey handsome! Oh, I'm gonna love you so much that no woman is ever gonna be good enough for you! (To Chandler, on the verge of tears) Oh, we are so lucky!
Chandler: I know. He has your eyes.
(Monica looks at him.)
Chandler: I mean, I know that's not possible, but he does.
Nurse: We'll just get him cleaned up a bit.
(The doctor hands the boy to the nurse, and she walks over to another part of the room with him.)
Chandler: Okay.
Monica: (To Erica) Oh my God, he's beautiful. Thank you so much.
Erica: I'm really happy for you guys.
Chandler: How do you feel?
Erica: I'm tired!
Doctor: Well, you don't have that much time to relax. The other one will be along in a minute.
(Chandler stares at the doctor, completely shocked. Monica just freezes and turns around slowly.)
Monica: I... I'm sorry, who should be along in a what now?
Doctor: The next baby should be along in a minute.
Monica: We only ordered one!
Doctor: You know it's twins, right?
Chandler: Oh, yeah! These are the faces of two people in the know!
COMMERCIAL BREAK
[Scene: The hospital. Continued from earlier.]
Doctor: I can't believe you didn't know it's twins! This has never happened before.
Chandler: Well, gosh. That makes me feel so special and good.
Monica: (to the doctor) Wait, did you know it was twins?
Doctor: Yeah, it's here in the paperwork we got from the clinic in Ohio.
Monica: (to Erica) Anybody tell you?
Erica: I don't think so. Although, they did mention something about two heartbeats. But I thought that was just mine and the baby's. They kept saying both heartbeats are really strong, and I thought well, that's good 'cause I'm having a baby.
Monica: This is unbelievable.
Erica: Twins actually run in my family.
Chandler: Interesting! (To Monica) Can I see you for a second?
(They walk over to the door.)
Chandler: What do we do?
Monica: What do you mean "what do we do"?
Chandler: (panicking) Twins! Twins!!
Monica: Chandler, you're panicking!
Chandler: Uh-huh! Join me, won't you?! Okay, what do you say we keep one, and then just like have an option on the other one?
Monica: We can't split them up!
Chandler: Why not? We could give each of them half a medallion, and then years later, they'll find each other and be reunited. I mean, that's a great day for everybody.
Monica: Okay, what if the person who adopts the other one is horrible?
Chandler: What if they're not? What if it's adopted by a king?
Monica: Yeah, because I hear the king is looking to adopt.
Chandler: Monica, we are not ready to have two babies!
Monica: That doesn't matter! We have waited so long for this. I don't care if it's two babies. I don't care if it's three babies! I don't care if the entire cast of "Eight is Enough" comes out of there! We are taking them home, because they are our children!
Chandler: (smiles) Okay. Shhh...
(He hugs her.)
Chandler: Okay.
Monica: Okay!
Chandler: Okay!
Doctor: It looks like we're about ready over here.
(Monica and Chandler run back to Erica's bed.)
Doctor: Come on, Erica, start pushing again now.
Erica: Ow!
(Erica screams.)
Doctor: Here she comes!
Chandler: (shocked) She? It's a girl?
Doctor: Yeah.
Chandler: (To Monica) Well, now we have one of each! (To the doctor) And that's enough!
[Scene: Central Perk. Ross, Phoebe and Joey are there.]
Ross: And then she said it was the perfect way to say goodbye.
Joey: Oh my God! What did you say?
Ross: Nothing! What do you say to that?
Phoebe: Ross, you've got to tell her how you feel!
Ross: No way!
Joey: You can't just give up! Is that what a dinosaur would do?
Ross: What?
Joey: Dude, I'm just trying to speak your language.
Phoebe: Ross, Rachel doesn't know that you wanna get back together. If she did, she might feel differently. She might not even go.
Ross: You really think so?
Phoebe: I'm telling you! Oh, okay! This is the part of the musical where there'd be a really good convincing song. (Singing) "Bam-bam, don't take no for an answer. Bam-bam, don't let love fly away. Bam-bam-bam-bam..."
(Rachel enters and interrupts Phoebe's song.)
Rachel: Hi!
Phoebe: Can't a girl finish a song around here?
Joey: Hey!
Rachel: Hi! So I just dropped Emma off at my mom's.
Ross: Okay.
Joey: Oh, you're not taking her with you tonight?
Rachel: No, we decided that I would go ahead and set up first, and then my mom would bring Emma to Paris on Sunday.
Phoebe: Wow, eight hour flight with a one-year old? Good luck, mom.
Rachel: Are you kidding? Eight hours with my mother talking about Atkins? Good luck, Emma!
(Rachel walks up to the counter.)
Ross: Alright, you know what? You're right. I should at least tell her how I feel.
(He stands up.)
Joey: Ross, wait!
Ross: What? What?
Joey: Could you get me a muffin?
(Ross walks up to Rachel, but Gunther gets there first.)
Gunther: Rachel?
Rachel: Yeah?
Gunther: I... I know you're leaving tonight, but I just have to tell you. I love you.
(Ross is shocked.)
Gunther: I... I don't know if that changes your plans at all, but I thought you should know.
Rachel: (touched) Gunther... Oh... I love you too. Probably not in the same way, but I do. And, and when I'm in a café, having coffee, or I see a man with hair brighter than the sun, I'll think of you. Aw.
(She kisses him on the cheek and looks over at the others.)
Rachel: Oh... Bye guys.
(Rachel leaves.)
Ross: Oh my God!
Phoebe: Unbelievable!
Joey: Hey, you know what might help?
Ross: I'm not getting you a muffin!
[Scene: The hospital. Monica and Chandler are holding the twins, while two nurses are taking care of Erica.]
Monica: Do you think they recognize each other from in there?
Chandler: Maybe. Unless they're like two people who have lived in apartments next to each other for years, and then one day they're pushed through a vagina and they meet.
Nurse: We're going to take Erica to recovery now.
Monica: There's something that we wanna tell you. We decided to name the girl-baby Erica.
Erica: Oh my God, that's just like my name!
Monica: Son of a gun, it is!
Erica: Anyway, I'm gonna go and get some rest. I'm really glad I picked you guys. You're gonna make great parents. Even Chandler.
Monica: Okay, well, bye!
Erica: Bye!
Chandler: Bye!
Monica: We'll call you!
Erica: Okay.
Chandler: Have fun at church-camp!
(The nurses take Erica to the recovery room. Monica and Chandler smile at each other.)
Monica: Oh, look at these little bunnies!
Chandler: I know! You ready to trade?
Monica: Okay.
Chandler: Okay.
Monica: Alright, let's see..
(They start trying to trade babies while holding one each. They have no idea how to do it, so they just shift the babies around in their arms. They give up pretty quickly.)
Chandler: We could trade later.
Monica: Yeah, I'm good.
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's apartment. Joey and Phoebe are there. There is a white crib decorated with balloons in the middle of the apartment. Also, there are boxes all over the apartment. Joey is working on something on the coffee table.]
Phoebe: Hey, what are you working on?
Joey: It's a... It's a "welcome home" sign for the baby.
(He holds up a white poster with huge red letters. It reads, "Welcome Home Baby." There is also a huge red stain on the left of the poster.)
Phoebe: How sweet! Oh, is that the baby?
(She points at the stain.)
Joey: No, I sat in the paint.
(Ross enters with a gift for the baby.)
Ross: Hey.
Phoebe: Hey. So, did you talk to Rachel?
Ross: No, and I'm not going to.
Phoebe: What?
Joey: Why not?
Ross: Because she's just going to shoot me down. You guys saw what happened with Gunther. That did not look like fun.
Phoebe: How can you compare yourself to Gunther? I mean, sure, he's sexy in a more obvious way. You have a relationship with her, you slept together last night.
Ross: Yeah, and she still wants to go! It's pretty clear where she is.
Joey: Yeah, I know what you mean. I mean, sometimes...
(He sits down in the wet paint again.)
Phoebe: Uh, Joe?
Joey: Damn it!
Ross: Look, even if I were gonna tell her, I don't have to do it now. Okay? I'll be seeing her again. We've got time.
Phoebe: No, you don't! She's going to Paris! She is going to meet somebody. Do you know how many hot guys there are in Paris? It's... It's a city of Gunthers!
(Mike enters with a roll of paper in his hand.)
Mike: Hey!
Phoebe: Hey! What do you have there?
Mike: Oh, I made a little something. If I had more time to work on it, it'd be better, but..
(He shows them a beautiful banner he has made. It reads, "Welcome to the World, Baby Bing.")
Ross: Oh my God! You did that yourself?
Phoebe: Honey, that's gorgeous!
Joey: You know, the baby can't read, Mike!
(Rachel enters.)
Rachel: Hi! You guys, the car-service just got here. I can't believe they're not home yet! I have to catch my stupid plane. I wanna see the baby!
Joey: Monica just called from the cab. She said they should be here any minute. And apparently, there's some big surprise.
Phoebe: Yeah, did she sound happy about it? 'Cause my friend Ethel's baby was born with a teeny, tiny beard.
(Monica enters carrying her son.)
Rachel: Oh my God!
Ross: Oh my God!
(They all walk over to see the baby.)
Rachel: Hi! Oh my gosh!
(Chandler enters carrying his daughter.)
Chandler: Hey.
(Everybody turns around.)
Phoebe, Ross, Rachel: Hey.
(They turn back around to see the baby Monica's carrying, but then they realise what the surprise is. Ross, Mike, Phoebe and Rachel gasp and stare at Chandler and his baby. Joey hasn't figured it out yet.)
Joey: (To Monica) Hey, so what is the big surprise?
Rachel: Oh.
(Joey stares at Chandler and Monica and finally puts two and two together. He gasps.)
Ross: Oh my God!
Rachel: What... What...
Ross: Okay, okay, awkward question. The hospital knows you took two, right?
Monica: Yes, it's twins!
Ross: Oh my God.
Joey: Oh, they're so cute! Now, what, what kinds are they?
Monica: (points at the baby she's holding) This is a boy, (points at the baby Chandler is holding) and that's a girl.
Chandler: Her name is Erica.
Rachel: Aw..
Joey: Hey, that pregnant girl's name was Erica.
Chandler: Yeah. It's a shame you two didn't get to spend more time together.
Monica: Yeah, we named the boy Jack after dad.
Ross: Aw, he's gonna be so happy.
Phoebe: Oh, Jack Bing. I love that. Ooh, it sounds like a '40s newspaper guy, you know? "Jack Bing, Morning Gazette. I'm gonna blow this story wide open!"
(Chandler and Monica carry Erica and Jack over to the crib and put them down carefully.)
Rachel: Oh my gosh. Wow, so beautiful.
Mike: (To Phoebe) I want one.
Phoebe: Oh yeah? Well, tell me which one, and I'll try slip it in my coat.
Mike: Seriously. Wanna make one of those?
Phoebe: One? How about a whole bunch?
Mike: Really?
Phoebe: Yeah! Ooh, we could teach them to sing, and we can be like the Von Trapp family! Only without the Nazis. Although that sounds kinda dull.
Rachel: Oh, you guys, I can't believe this. But I'll leave now, or I'm gonna miss my plane.
Monica: I'm just so glad you got to see the babies.
(They hug.)
Rachel: Me too. Oh, I'm just sorry I'm not gonna be around to watch you two attempt to handle this! Alright, I can't say goodbye to you guys again. I love you all so much.
Monica: I love you.
Chandler: I love you.
Monica: Call us when you get there.
Rachel: I will. Ross, come here.
(She pulls him over to the door.)
Rachel: I just want you to know... Last night... I'll never forget it.
Ross: Neither will I.
(They hug as Phoebe and Joey stare at the two of them.)
Rachel: Alright, now I really have to go. Okay. Au revoir! Oh, they're gonna really hate me over there.
(She leaves.)
Phoebe: So, you just let her go?
Ross: Yeah.
Joey: Hey, maybe that's for the best.
Ross: Yeah?
Joey: Yeah. You know? You just... Look, you gotta... You gotta think about last night the way she does, okay? Maybe, maybe sleeping together was the perfect way to say goodbye?
Phoebe: But now she'll never know how he feels!
Joey: Maybe that's okay. You know? Maybe, maybe it is better this way? I mean, now, now you can move on. I mean, you've been trying to for so long, maybe now that you're on different continents... (Looks at Phoebe) Right?
(Phoebe nods.)
Joey: Maybe now you can actually do it. You know? You can finally get over her.
Ross: Yeah, that's true. Except I don't wanna get over her.
Joey: What?
Ross: I don't! I wanna be with her.
Joey: Really?
Ross: Yeah, I'm gonna go after her.
Joey: Yeah, you are!
Phoebe: Woo!
(Monica and Chandler look shocked as Ross goes to leave.)
Phoebe: Wait, wait! Get your coat! Get your coat!
Ross: My coat...
Joey: This is so cool!
Chandler: I have no idea what's going on, but I am excited!
Joey: But Ross, Ross. What do you, what do you think she's going to say?
Ross: I don't know, but I... Look, even if she shoots me down, at least I won't spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened. Where - where is my coat?!
Phoebe: You didn't bring one! My cab's downstairs, I'll drive you to the airport.
Ross: Okay, guys, wish me luck.
Phoebe: Hurry!
Joey: Good luck, good luck!
(Phoebe and Ross leave.)
[Scene: The street right in front of Central Perk. Phoebe's cab is there. Ross and Phoebe run over and jump in.]
Ross: There's no seatbelt!
Phoebe: That's okay. If - if we hit anything, the engine will explode, so you know, it's better if you're thrown from the car.
(Ross looks terrified.)
Ross: Alright, alright, let's do this!
Phoebe: Okay!
(A guy comes up and gets into the backseat of the cab.)
Ross: Hey!
Man: 18th and East End.
Phoebe: I - I don't take passengers.
Man: Hey! The law says you have to accept any fare.
Ross: No, you don't understand. This isn't a real cab.
Man: Alright, I gotta report you. What's your medallion number?
Phoebe: My medallion number is, "Get out of the cab!"
Man: What?
Ross: (screaming) Get out of the cab!
Phoebe: Get out of the cab!
(The man jumps out, obviously a little scared. Phoebe drives off.)
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's apartment. Monica, Chandler and Joey are there, packing the last boxes.]
Joey: Oh, hey, hey, can I give you guys your house-warming present now?
Monica: Now, that you can do.
Joey: Alright!
(Cut to Joey's apartment. Joey looks inside the cardboard box that used to be the home of Chick Jr. and Duck Jr., but they have disappeared.)
Joey: Ah... Chick Jr.? Duck Jr.? Don't hide from mama!
[Scene: Phoebe's cab. Phoebe is driving very fast, and a terrified Ross has closed his eyes.]
Phoebe: You can open your eyes now.
Ross: Are we off the bridge?
Phoebe: Yes.
Ross: Is the old woman on the bicycle still alive?
Phoebe: Yes, she jumped right back up.
(Ross opens his eyes.)
Ross: Oh my God, Phoebe, slow down!
Phoebe: Do you wanna get to Rachel in time?
Ross: Yes, but I don't wanna die in your cab!
Phoebe: You should have thought of that before you got in!
(They drive up to a toll-booth.)
Phoebe: Toll-booth.
Ross: What?
Phoebe: (screaming) Toll-booth! Four bucks. There are quarters in the glove compartment.
(Ross tries to open a plastic bag filled with quarters, but he's quite slow.)
Phoebe: Hurry!
Ross: Okay!
Phoebe: Okay.
(Phoebe tries to throw some quarters out the window, but she has forgotten to open the window, and she and Ross scream.)
Phoebe: Damn, that window is clean.
[Scene: Joey's apartment. Joey is still looking for the birds.]
Joey: Quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, tweet, quack...
(Monica and Chandler enter.)
Chandler: We were wondering what was taking so long with the gift, but now we understand you were doing this.
Joey: Okay, I wanted to surprise you, but for your house-warming gift, I got you a baby-chick and a baby-duck!
(Chandler grins, while Monica is less enthusiastic.)
Chandler: Really? You got us a chick and a duck?
Monica: Oh, great! Just what you want for a new house with infants. Bird feces.
Joey: Yeah, yeah, they must have jumped off the table, 'cause now they're gone!
Chandler: Oh, don't worry, we'll find them.
Monica: Actually, I'm gonna go check on the twins.
Chandler: Alright.
(Monica turns around and is about to leave when she steps on something.)
Monica: Oh God! What did I just step on?
Joey: Oh!
Chandler: It's okay, it's just an egg roll.
Monica: Oh..
Joey: You stepped on my egg roll?
Monica: I'm sorry, I didn't know to look for Chinese food on the floor.
Joey: Just put it on a plate and leave.
(She does so.)
Chandler: Okay, let's find these birds.
Joey: Alright.
(Suddenly, they hear the birds.)
Joey: Wait, wait. Do you hear that?
(They realise that the birds are in the foosball table.)
Joey: Oh! They're in the table!
Chandler: Well, that can't be good!
Joey: We gotta get them out of there!
Chandler: How?
Joey: Oh, oh! Maybe we can lure them out. You know any birdcalls?
Chandler: Oh, tons, I'm quite the woodsman.
Joey: Well, maybe we can just tip the table a little.
Chandler: Joey, wait! The ball!
Joey: Oh!
(The ball rolls into one of the goals, and Chandler and Joey listen in horror as the ball makes its way inside the table. Finally, they can hear the birds again.)
Joey: Oh God! So what do we do?
Chandler: I don't know. Maybe we can open this up somehow.
Joey: Okay.
Chandler: No... It's all glued together.
Joey: Does that mean we have to bust it open?
Chandler: I don't know. Maybe.
Joey: Oh my God!
Chandler: I know! It's... It's the foosball table.
Joey: All right, you know what? We don't have a choice. It's like I would have said in that sci-fi movie if I'd gotten the part. "Those are our men in there, we have to get them out! Even if I have to sacrifice the most important thing in my life; my time-machine."
Chandler: Did that movie ever get made?
Joey: It did not.
[Scene: The airport. Ross and Phoebe run in.]
Phoebe: Ross, where are you going?
Ross: To talk to Rachel, isn't that why we took a ride in the death-cab?
Phoebe: What? What are you just gonna walk up to her at the gate? Have you never chased anyone through the airport before?
Ross: Not since my cop-show got cancelled.
Phoebe: You have to get a ticket to get past security.
Ross: What? We're never gonna make it!
Phoebe: Not with that attitude! Now, haul ass!
(They run to the ticket counter, but they get stuck behind a group of old people who are walking very slowly.)
Ross: Okay, if you could all walk slower, that'd be great.
[Scene: The gate. Rachel walks up to the man at the gate and gives him her passport.]
Gate attendant #1: (with a French accent) Madame, your passport please?
Rachel: Oh my God! I was so afraid I wasn't gonna remember any of my high-school French, but I understood every word you just said!
Gate attendant #1: Your boarding pass, please.
Rachel: Oh.
(She starts looking through her purse, but she can't find it.)
Rachel: Oh, shoot. I had it. Oh, I can't believe this.
Gate attendant #1: Madame, if you don't have your boarding pass...
Rachel: I have it, I have it, I have it. Oh, okay, I can't find it, but I remember that I was in seat 32C, because that's my bra-size.
Gate attendant #1: Madame, you must have your boarding pass..
Rachel: Okay, fine! But you know what? If I was in 36D, we would not be having this problem.
[Scene: The ticket-counter. Ross and Phoebe come running.]
Ross: Hey, I need a ticket.
Phoebe: Just one? I drive you all the way down here, and I don't get to see how it works out?
Ross: Fine, two tickets, I need two tickets.
Phoebe: We're on our honeymoon.
Ticket agent: And the destination?
Ross: I don't care. Whatever is the cheapest.
Phoebe: I'm so lucky I married you.
[Scene: The gate. Rachel is still searching for her boarding pass.]
Rachel: Oh! Shoot! Damn it! Where is it? Oh! Oh! I found it! I found it!
(She runs up to the gate and the gate attendant standing there.)
Rachel: Hah! I found it! I told you I would find it! In your face! You're a different person.
[Scene: The ticket-counter. Ross and Phoebe have their tickets and start looking at the screens in order to find the gate.]
Ross: Okay, flight 421 to Paris. I don't see it, do you see it?
Phoebe: No, did we miss it?
Ross: No, no, no. That's impossible. It doesn't leave for another 20 minutes.
Phoebe: Maybe we have the flight-number wrong. God.
(Phoebe picks up her cell-phone and calls Monica. Monica is still packing in her apartment.)
Monica: Hello.
Phoebe: Hey, it's me. Here's Ross.
Ross: What? Hey, hey, listen..
(Monica is standing by the crib, and she's looking at her babies.)
Monica: Oh my God! Ross, you wouldn't believe the cute little noises the twins are making. Listen.
(She holds the phone down to the twins.)
Ross: Monica? Monica, Monica, Monica, Monica..?
Monica: Oh, I'm sorry. Shoot, they were doing it before.
Ross: That's alright. Listen, listen.
Monica: Oh, wait, wait, wait! Here they go again.
(She holds down the phone to the twins again.)
Ross: Monica? Monica, Monica, Monica, Monica..?
Monica: Isn't that cute?
Ross: That is precious! Listen! I need Rachel's flight information.
Monica: Oh, okay. Alright, it's flight 421. Leaves at 8:40.
Ross: Yes, that's what I have. It's not on the board.
Monica: That's what it says here. Flight 421, leaves at 8:40, Newark airport.
Ross: What?
Monica: Newark airport. Why, where are you?
Ross: JFK.
(Ross sadly hangs up the phone, while Phoebe looks at him. Cut to Rachel at the gate. She gives her boarding pass to the gate attendant, and she goes onboard. The gate attendant closes the door and locks it.)
[Scene: Joey's apartment. Joey and Chandler are still trying to get the birds out of the foosball-table.]
Joey: (yelling) Don't worry, you guys, we're gonna get you out of there.
Chandler: And we're also gonna buy you tiny, bird hearing-aids.
(Joey picks up a hammer and a crowbar and gets ready to destroy the table.)
Joey: Okay. Here goes.
Chandler: What's the matter?
Joey: I need to say goodbye to the table first.
Chandler: I understand.
Joey: Okay. Table, you have given us so many great times. And you guys, Jordan, Victor, Joel... All of you guys. What can I say? You guys make us look good. You wanna say anything?
Chandler: I don't know. Except that, for one last time... (he touches each player in turn:) Good game, good game, good game, good game, good game, good game.
(Joey points to one that Chandler left out)
Chandler: (touching the player) Good game.
Joey: Okay, here we go. I can't do it.
Chandler: Well, I can't do it either.
(Monica enters.)
Monica: Hey! Did you find them?
Joey: Yeah, they're stuck inside the table!
Chandler: We have to bust it open, but neither of us can do it!
Monica: Oh, well sure. This gotta be so hard. (suddenly upbeat) I'll do it. Gimme! (She grabs the hammer and the crowbar and gets ready to break it open.)
[Scene: Phoebe's cab. She's driving faster than ever before.]
Ross: Phoebe! Wow! No, no, no!
(Phoebe screams.)
Phoebe: Well, I've never gone this fast before.
Ross: Phoebe, forget it, okay? Newark is - is like an hour away. There's no way we're gonna make it in time.
Phoebe: She's got her cell, you could call her.
Ross: I am not doing this over the phone.
Phoebe: You don't have any other choice!
(She lets go of the steering wheel to get her cell-phone from her purse. Ross screams and reaches over in order to hold onto the wheel. Cut to the plane. Rachel is sitting in her seat when her cell-phone rings.)
Rachel: Hello?
Phoebe: Rachel? Oh, good. Hey, by the way, did you just get on the plane?
Rachel: Yeah.
Phoebe: (To Ross) For what it's worth, we would have caught her if we were at the right airport.
Ross: Yay.
Phoebe: Uh, Rach, hang on.
(Phoebe tries to give her phone to Ross, but he won't take it. He mouths "no.")
Rachel: Phoebe? Is everything okay?
Phoebe: Uhm, actually no. No, you've... You have to get off the plane.
Rachel: What? Why?
Phoebe: I have this feeling that something's wrong with it. Something is wrong with the left Philange.
Rachel: Oh, honey, I'm sure there's nothing wrong with the plane.
(The passenger in the seat next to Rachel looks at her and seems a little nervous.)
Rachel: Alright, look, I have to go. I love you, and I will call you the minute I get to Paris.
(Rachel hangs up.)
Passenger #1: Uhm, what was that?
Rachel: Oh, that was just my crazy friend. She told me I should get off the plane, because she had a feeling that there was something wrong with the left Philange.
Passenger #1: Okay, that doesn't sound good.
Rachel: I wouldn't worry about it. She's always coming up with stuff like this, and you know what? She's almost never right.
Passenger #1: But she is sometimes.
Rachel: Well...
(The passenger stands up and gets his suitcase from the overhead compartment.)
Rachel: Wait, what are you doing?
Passenger #1: Well, I can't take this plane now.
Air stewardess: Excuse me, sir, where are you going?
Passenger #1: I have to get off this plane, okay? Her friend has a feeling something's wrong with the left Philange.
Rachel: Could I get some peanuts?
Passenger #2: What's wrong with the plane?
Air stewardess: There's nothing wrong with the plane.
Passenger #1: Yeah! The left Philange!
Air stewardess: There is no Philange!
Passenger #1: Oh my God. This plane doesn't even have a Philange!
Passenger #2: I'm not flying on it!
Air stewardess: Ma'am, please sit down!
Passenger #3: What's going on?
Passenger #1: We're all getting off. There is no Philange!
(Everybody walks out of the plane.)
Rachel: This is ridiculous! I...
(She notices that everybody is leaving.)
Rachel: Yeah, okay.
(Rachel leaves as well.)
[Scene: Joey's apartment. Monica has completely destroyed the foosball-table, and Chandler and Joey are holding the birds.]
Monica: Alright. My job here is done.
Chandler: That was... Impressive.
Joey: Yeah, you didn't even use the tools for most of it!
Monica: Yeah, they were just slowing me down. Alright, I have to get back to the babies. I'll see you girls later.
(Monica leaves.)
Chandler: Sorry about the table, man.
Joey: Yeah.
Chandler: You gonna buy a new one?
Joey: Probably not. Nah. I don't know how much I'm gonna wanna play after you go.
Chandler: Well, at least we got these little guys out.
Joey: Yeah.
Chandler: Aww, we were worried about you! Hm. I guess I better get used to things crapping in my hand, huh?
Joey: I'm gonna miss these little guys. It was nice having birds around again.
Chandler: Hey, you know what? Maybe we should keep them here with you.
Joey: What?
Chandler: Yeah, I mean we've got a lot going on right now. And, plus, here they'd have their own room.
Joey: I could get a goose!
Chandler: You know, I - I think you're set with the poultry.
Joey: Thanks man. Did you hear that, you guys? You're gonna get to stay here! And, and it's good, you know, 'cause, 'cause now you have a reason to come visit.
Chandler: I think there may be another reason. So, awkward hug or lame cool guy handshake?
Joey: Uh, lame cool guy handshake, yeah.
(They do the lame cool guy handshake. They look at each other, and then they hug.)
[Scene: The gate at the airport. The passengers are standing in line, and they're about to board the plane again.]
Gate attendant #2: Ma'am, I assure you, the plane is fine.
Passenger #2: And you fixed the Philange?
Gate attendant #2: Yes, the Philange is fixed. As a matter of fact, we put a whole lot of extra Philanges onboard, just in case.
(Rachel walks up to the gate. Cut to Ross and Phoebe who come running up to the gate.)
Ross: Where is she?
Phoebe: I don't see her.
Ross: Rachel! Rachel Green!
Phoebe: There she is!
Ross: Rachel! Rachel!
Gate attendant #2: Wow, excuse me, sir, do you have a boarding pass?
Ross: No, no, I just have to talk to someone.
Gate attendant #2: I'm sorry, you cannot go any further without a boarding pass.
Ross: No, no, no, but...
Phoebe: (screaming) RACHEL!!
(Rachel comes back to the gate.)
Rachel: Oh my God... What... What are you guys doing here?
Phoebe: Okay, you're on.
Rachel: What? What? Ross, you're scaring me. What's going on?
Ross: Okay, the thing is..
Rachel: Yeah?
Ross: Don't go.
Rachel: What?
Ross: Please, please stay with me. I am so in love with you. Please, don't go.
Rachel: Oh my God.
Ross: I know, I know. I shouldn't have waited 'till now to say it, but I'm... That was stupid, okay? I'm sorry, but I'm telling you now. I love you. Do not get on this plane.
Gate attendant #2: Miss? Are you boarding the plane?
Ross: Hey, hey. I know you love me. I know you do.
Gate attendant #2: Miss?
Rachel: I - I have to get on the plane.
Ross: No, you don't.
Rachel: Yes, I do.
Ross: No, you don't.
Rachel: They're waiting for me, Ross. I can't do this right now, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Ross: Rachel?
Rachel: I'm so sorry.
(She boards the plane.)
Ross: I really thought she'd stay.
Phoebe: I'm sorry.
(Phoebe hugs Ross.)
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's apartment. Joey, Chandler, Monica and the twins are there. Everything has been put into boxes.]
Monica: Well, that's it. Everything's packed.
Chandler: Wow, this is weird.
Monica: I know.
Joey: Yeah. Uh, does this mean there's nothing to eat?
Monica: I put three lasagnas in your freezer.
Joey: I love you!
(He hugs her. Phoebe enters.)
Joey: Hey!
Phoebe: Hey.
Joey: So did you guys make it in time?
Phoebe: Yeah, yeah, he talked to her, but she got on the plane anyway.
Chandler: Where's Ross?
Phoebe: He went home. He didn't want to see anybody.
[Scene: Ross's apartment. Ross enters and checks his messages.]
Rachel: (on the answering machine) Ross, hi. It's me. I just got back on the plane. And I just feel awful. That is so not how I wanted things to end with us. It's just that I wasn't expecting to see you, and all of a sudden you're there and saying these things... And... And now I'm just sitting here and thinking of all the stuff I should have said, and I didn't. I mean, I didn't even get to tell you that I love you too. Because of course I do. I love you. I love you. I love you. What am I doing? I love you! Oh, I've gotta see you. I've gotta get off this plane.
Ross: Oh my God!
Rachel: (on the answering machine) Excuse me?
Air stewardess: (on the answering machine) Miss? Please, sit down!
Rachel: (on the answering machine) I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, but I need to get off the plane, okay? I need to tell someone that I love love them.
Air stewardess: (on the answering machine) Miss, I can't let you off the plane.
Ross: Let her off the plane!
Air stewardess: (on the answering machine) I am afraid you are gonna have to take a seat.
Rachel: (on the answering machine) Oh, please, miss, you don't understand!
Ross: Try to understand!
Rachel: (on the answering machine) Oh, come on, miss, isn't there any way that you can just let me off...
(The message is finished. Ross jumps over to the answering machine.)
Ross: No! No! Oh my God. Did she get off the plane? Did she get off the plane?
Rachel: I got off the plane.
Ross: You got off the plane.
(He walks over and kisses her.)
Rachel: I do love you.
Ross: I love you too, and I'm never letting you go again.
Rachel: Okay. 'Cause this is where I wanna be, okay? No more messing around. I don't wanna mess this up again.
Ross: Me neither, okay? We are - we're done being stupid.
Rachel: Okay. You and me, alright? This is it.
Ross: This is it. Unless we're on a break.
(Rachel gives him a look.)
Ross: (speaking to himself) Don't make jokes now.
(They kiss again.)
[Scene: Monica and Chandler's apartment. Chandler and Monica are holding the twins. Joey and Phoebe are sitting by the window, while Ross and Rachel are standing together. The apartment is completely empty. Two men are carrying a large dresser.]
Monica: Okay, please be careful with that. It was my grandmother's. Be careful.
(Two other men are rolling the big white dog out of the apartment.)
Monica: If that falls off the truck, it wouldn't be the worst thing.
(She slips them some money.)
Ross: Wow.
Rachel: I know. It seems smaller somehow.
Joey: Has it always been purple?
Chandler: (to his children) Look around, you guys. This was your first home. And it was a happy place, filled with love and laughter. But more important, because of rent control, it was a friggin' steal!
(Monica and Chandler put Jack and Erica in their stroller.)
Phoebe: Hey, do you realise that at one time or another we all lived in this apartment?
Monica: Oh, yeah, that's true.
Ross: Uh, I haven't.
Monica: Wait a minute. What about that summer during college that you lived with grandma, and you tried to make it as a dancer?
Ross: Do you realise we almost made it ten years without that coming up?
Monica: Oh, honey, I forgot. I promised Treeger that we'd leave our keys.
Chandler: Oh, okay.
(Chandler and Monica walk over to the kitchen-counter and leave their keys. Then the other four pick out their keys and leave them as well.)
Phoebe: So, I guess this is it.
Joey: Yeah. I guess so.
Monica: (crying) This is harder than I thought it would be.
Chandler: Oh, it's gonna be okay.
(Chandler hugs her. Monica hugs Ross and Rachel as Chandler gets the stroller with the twins.)
Rachel: (crying) Do you guys have to go to the new house right away, or do you have some time?
Monica: We got some time.
Rachel: Okay, should we get some coffee?
Chandler: Sure. Where?
(They all leave the apartment. Joey helps Chandler with the stroller in the hallway, while Monica and Rachel have their arms around each other. Everybody walks downstairs to Central Perk. The camera goes inside the apartment again, and it pans around. We see the keys on the counter, and the final shot is of the frame around the peephole. The screen fades to black.)