well i composed a song together with ma sister today. its nice! lol! its called "no matter". shan't say anything more. heh. but its a really awesome song. lol.
anyway i was thinking. and i don't know what to do. someone told me i should just let it go. but you really lied to me alot. everything i know i found out for myself or from some other source. its disheartening. i trusted you. you betrayed my trust. i really dont know what i should do. maybe that someone is right. GIVE IT UP. its not worth.
my life is a mess.
i'm almost at rock bottom.
it sucks.
but thanks to someone.
thanks for the encouragement.
psalms 121 is staring me in the face.
and i couldnt see it.
but now i see.

I lift up my eyes to the hills. From whence does my help come?
My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot be moved, he who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, he who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD is your keeper; the LORD is your shade on your right hand.
The sun shall not smite you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all evil; he will keep your life.
The LORD will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and for evermore.

beautiful psalm aye? love it. anyway. i shall get back to work.

THANK YOU.*points at someone* you know who you are.