i had to drag myself out of bed this morning. I was so dead tired i couldn'tt keep my eyes open on the bus. And i hate sleeping on public transport. Somehow you, rather I, just don't feel safe. What made it worse was that the bus journey today was awfully long. 99 usually takes me 20 - 30 mins to get from home to clementi. today it took freaking 50 mins. And that made me almost late for Advert class. I stepped into class sat down and jenny started roll call. And the reason why i can never be late for class is because i'm first on the register. so i'm always the first to be marked absent - that is if i'm late. So i was barely awake through lecture and consultation. And then kept myself awake during discussion, which i don't think i was in a very pleasant mood. Sorry guys. And then i couldn't take it any longer where i cabbed down to church to sleep. for 4 hours and i still wake up exhuasted. Which i still am now. i dunno how or why!
i'm gonna start shooting tmr. i think. gnna head down to *scape. try to get a few good shots. then maybe walk down orchard road get a few other shots. then i dunno head down to church? cos i'll be so freaking tired. I PREDICT. i'll probably waste the day sleeping again. i can't believe i actually HAVE NOT WATCHED GREY'S ANATOMY! like HELLO.
anyway, as i said i'm really tired. and then there's you who's reallly exhausting. REALLY.
goodnight.
i wish that those days lasted FOREVER
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
You're taking me on a rollercoster ride.
this is really crappy. WHAT a crappy week. Daniel Powter's Bad Day has probably been my anthem for the past 4 days.
now i;m sitting here waiting for 1 am so i can pop in my last two pills so i can go sleep and rest. YES, i'm sick. With freaking tonsilitis. i told you this week is crappy. I've never taken so much meds in one day before. i have like 4 differrent pills and a cough syrup. this really sucks. And the worst part about have tonsilitis?! I CAN'T FREAKING EAT CHOCOLATE! give me a break man! first it was shingles then now its this. SERIOUSLY?!
so when i woke up i tried to do flash right. And because of the fever that comes with tonsilitis all i did was stare at frames that made my head ACHE and made me dizzy.
i took at break and watched madame butterfly. it was not as good as i expected it to be. but it definately beats memoirs of a geisha hands down. then i went to sleep because i couldn't take it any longer and i woke up with the same spliting headache just that is was worse. by then i was half lucid. half lucidly, i went down to the doc who offered me an MC till sat and i said no friday is enough. And then i reach home to realise that tthe MC till sat was my chance to skip SYMC and i miss it.
just like how i missed that chance with you. DAMN IT.
FRAMES make me dizzy and sends me into a fit.
so then monday was nice, tuesday was okay and wednesday was crap and now thursday is bullshit.
i'm not your toy. decide if you want to throw me away or you want to keep me.
just know that i'm always here.
now i;m sitting here waiting for 1 am so i can pop in my last two pills so i can go sleep and rest. YES, i'm sick. With freaking tonsilitis. i told you this week is crappy. I've never taken so much meds in one day before. i have like 4 differrent pills and a cough syrup. this really sucks. And the worst part about have tonsilitis?! I CAN'T FREAKING EAT CHOCOLATE! give me a break man! first it was shingles then now its this. SERIOUSLY?!
so when i woke up i tried to do flash right. And because of the fever that comes with tonsilitis all i did was stare at frames that made my head ACHE and made me dizzy.
i took at break and watched madame butterfly. it was not as good as i expected it to be. but it definately beats memoirs of a geisha hands down. then i went to sleep because i couldn't take it any longer and i woke up with the same spliting headache just that is was worse. by then i was half lucid. half lucidly, i went down to the doc who offered me an MC till sat and i said no friday is enough. And then i reach home to realise that tthe MC till sat was my chance to skip SYMC and i miss it.
just like how i missed that chance with you. DAMN IT.
FRAMES make me dizzy and sends me into a fit.
so then monday was nice, tuesday was okay and wednesday was crap and now thursday is bullshit.
i'm not your toy. decide if you want to throw me away or you want to keep me.
just know that i'm always here.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Tired, Scary and Damaged
I'm so tired all of a sudden.
well, i woke up around 10 plus today and started doing FLASH again. Gosh, i tell you, after a long 5 hours at it, all i'm at is the freaking introduction. IT REALLY SUCKS. i'm on the verge of giving up on flash and ike doing a freaking powerpoint presentation.
so then i did a little more of other work then i headed down to huiyi's place for pohkwan's farewell. hahah i had fun. huiyi has a nice sexy voice thanks to her cough and von was especially whiny due to her fever.
and pohkwan.. ALL THE BEST on your mission trip! i'll pray for you! hahah! yeah and erm, don't get lost or kidnapped and end up worrking in a weird profession. yeah, you get the drift. lol!
and today i was just thinking. i'm not recovered. NOT fully recovered from whatever.
so today, all i am in all is TIRED, SCARY AND DAMAGED.
P.S. Reka i love you! youu rock! you're my pharmacist. hahah!
well, i woke up around 10 plus today and started doing FLASH again. Gosh, i tell you, after a long 5 hours at it, all i'm at is the freaking introduction. IT REALLY SUCKS. i'm on the verge of giving up on flash and ike doing a freaking powerpoint presentation.
so then i did a little more of other work then i headed down to huiyi's place for pohkwan's farewell. hahah i had fun. huiyi has a nice sexy voice thanks to her cough and von was especially whiny due to her fever.
and pohkwan.. ALL THE BEST on your mission trip! i'll pray for you! hahah! yeah and erm, don't get lost or kidnapped and end up worrking in a weird profession. yeah, you get the drift. lol!
and today i was just thinking. i'm not recovered. NOT fully recovered from whatever.
so today, all i am in all is TIRED, SCARY AND DAMAGED.
P.S. Reka i love you! youu rock! you're my pharmacist. hahah!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Some Things Never Change
hahha. i went out after church yesterday. to watch poseidon.
haha the movie was good DEFINATELY better than m:i:3 without a doubt. of cos there's dreamy blue eyes in the movie. but this time he's not so dreamy. he's more of the let's go kick some ass attitude guy. kurt russell looksn scary dead underwater and robin wants to see a tidal wave in real life. LIKE HELLO?! according the wave is SO MAJESTIC that he has to see it with his own eyes. LIKE RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.
okay so then, i had my moment yesterday. OMFG after 8 years on this planet, i was finally kindly enlightened by DANIEL that UP is not plainly up but usual price in those sale posters! i mean i knew U.P. was usual price but not UP. damn that was so freaking embarrasing. i'm like OMG i need to bury my head in the ground NOW. And that was not the only incident. gosh.
there's so many more movies to watch... X3 is out this thurs, I'm thinking about catching The Da Vinci Code, there's the french show l'enfant. which no one else wants to watch. or at least not that i know off. bleah.
and there's IDM due like in freaking 2 weeks! oh shit i'm starting to panic. man i HATE mondays. WISP is freaking boring. and i so totallly CANNOT stand the voice. and the kinda "intelligent" answers that some people can give. OMG you're freaking 18 and you don't even know what would happen if crude oil ran out. like "cooking oil will become more expensive". OMG OMG OMG.
anyway, photojourn is fun. i HEART photojourn.
well, after yesterday, it's true. SOMETHINGS NEVER CHANGE.
haha the movie was good DEFINATELY better than m:i:3 without a doubt. of cos there's dreamy blue eyes in the movie. but this time he's not so dreamy. he's more of the let's go kick some ass attitude guy. kurt russell looksn scary dead underwater and robin wants to see a tidal wave in real life. LIKE HELLO?! according the wave is SO MAJESTIC that he has to see it with his own eyes. LIKE RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.
okay so then, i had my moment yesterday. OMFG after 8 years on this planet, i was finally kindly enlightened by DANIEL that UP is not plainly up but usual price in those sale posters! i mean i knew U.P. was usual price but not UP. damn that was so freaking embarrasing. i'm like OMG i need to bury my head in the ground NOW. And that was not the only incident. gosh.
there's so many more movies to watch... X3 is out this thurs, I'm thinking about catching The Da Vinci Code, there's the french show l'enfant. which no one else wants to watch. or at least not that i know off. bleah.
and there's IDM due like in freaking 2 weeks! oh shit i'm starting to panic. man i HATE mondays. WISP is freaking boring. and i so totallly CANNOT stand the voice. and the kinda "intelligent" answers that some people can give. OMG you're freaking 18 and you don't even know what would happen if crude oil ran out. like "cooking oil will become more expensive". OMG OMG OMG.
anyway, photojourn is fun. i HEART photojourn.
well, after yesterday, it's true. SOMETHINGS NEVER CHANGE.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
WARNING: This is a LIFE SUCKS post
I'm freaking sitting here on a thursday evening tired froom looking at freaking frames and motion and shape tweens.
i can safely say that i'm a wreck. i'm having this uncomfortable stomach, throat and nose. and for already 4 days. really sucks. and then i have these stupid headaches that are spelly in nature. which officially SUCKS. BIG TIME.
and then i have this stupid problem that is SO NEVER GONNA be fully resolved. which i think is giving me the headaches.
and then i have this financial problem where i'm so freaking broke i can't even afford to pay for a phone to replace my LOST phone. a side note: I don't have the money, not the parents. AND i'm making an effort to be financially INDEPENDENT with the given 400 bucks i get every month; which miraculously never fails to disappear rapidly in the first half of the month then leaving em broke till the end of the month. And then there's the 100 bucks that needs to be paid for the photojourn chemicals. and i want to buy the media law textbook which costs another 50 bucks. and i wanna pay back a "debt" of 150 bucks to someone. so that leaves me a credit of 200 bucks which i SO DO NOT HAVE.
complain complain complain.
i need to stop.
i need twin therapy. i need noah therapy. i need grey's therapy.
i'm stuck at the episode where DEREK is FREAKING PISSED at MEREDITH because of something she SO DID NOT DO. and why because he's still SO no over her. 0224 - Damage Case. UGH. move on move on move on.
i can safely say that i'm a wreck. i'm having this uncomfortable stomach, throat and nose. and for already 4 days. really sucks. and then i have these stupid headaches that are spelly in nature. which officially SUCKS. BIG TIME.
and then i have this stupid problem that is SO NEVER GONNA be fully resolved. which i think is giving me the headaches.
and then i have this financial problem where i'm so freaking broke i can't even afford to pay for a phone to replace my LOST phone. a side note: I don't have the money, not the parents. AND i'm making an effort to be financially INDEPENDENT with the given 400 bucks i get every month; which miraculously never fails to disappear rapidly in the first half of the month then leaving em broke till the end of the month. And then there's the 100 bucks that needs to be paid for the photojourn chemicals. and i want to buy the media law textbook which costs another 50 bucks. and i wanna pay back a "debt" of 150 bucks to someone. so that leaves me a credit of 200 bucks which i SO DO NOT HAVE.
complain complain complain.
i need to stop.
i need twin therapy. i need noah therapy. i need grey's therapy.
i'm stuck at the episode where DEREK is FREAKING PISSED at MEREDITH because of something she SO DID NOT DO. and why because he's still SO no over her. 0224 - Damage Case. UGH. move on move on move on.
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