Monday, January 16, 2006

i'm done with my feat 2! wheeee!!! hip hip hurrah!!!

right. so now i'm left with the photo takings for feat writing. photos photos photos. i'm not a cam whore, i prefer to be behind the camera, not infront of it. i wanna take photojourn. analog SLR please. speaking of journ, i've decided to turn down the trimedia thing. so its IAP for me - advertising, advertising advertising. i wish i can get a good one. hoping. crossing my fingers. but of cos its all up to Him.

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okay random. just felt like doing that.

today was a well spent day, in aid of the spastic children association of singapore. okay it was szela's event, i merely helped out. thanks szela for "employing" me today. hahah! right. so there was frist lionel lewis, then randall tan. and thanks to the very generous gopi who willingly paid 10 bucks to dunk me. my heart was dropping off my ribs. fortunate enough he was using the softball so i didn't go down or else, i'd be in and out 4 times! drenched. it was a pity though that jlo didn't go up; he'd be a great source of income. hahah! there was a queue to dunk him. pity, pity.

anyway, i'm watching grey's anatomy. i love the show. love it. i really wish i had the money, i'd be studying medicine if i did. wonder what i'm doing in mass comm. but as always, in life that's how things are. if you can't get your first choice, you settle for second.

just a ride. just a ride.

Intimacy is a four syllable word for "Here are my heart and soul - please grind them into hamburger and enjoy.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

this past week has been full of ups and downs. but that's how life is isn't it.

anyway, i just came back from jason's and sabrina's wedding. got some nice photos. not splendid though cos the cam wasn't with me the whole while. i want my analog SLR. i want photojourn. i'm uploading the photos now. so if u want a peep at them just go on ahead over to my links. don't be shy, its free for all. just don't claim it as yours.

well. did i mention that i got into the trimedia design team. but i can't decide if i'd take that or IAP. there are its pros and cons. if i take trimedia, my portfolio will be huge. but its not something that i really wanna do. my passion lies in ad creatives which i know does not really belong in the NP mass comm field. more towards TP and LaSalle. But heck. so i'm still trying to decide. but i'm leaning toward IAP. guys offer your advice please.

i just found out this week that what we know or what we think we know about others is not always what it is in reality. i learned that there are moments where we think a person is just simply feeling down and we don't bother to look him/her up, you might regret it later when u learn that its more than just that. its pretty uncomforting. you never know when u'll loose someone. sometimes, even the person closest to you without knowing it. i did, i regret that. it still sticks with me. i feel like he/she is just a whole new person now. a total stranger. foreign and cold. i can't even look at him/her the same ever again. no, never. its saddening.

i guess there's always something better ahead. all things work out for good for those who love Him. for now, i'll just try to look forward.

anyway, school's been looking up for me. i'll try to keep working hard. i want my 3.2 GPA. push on abigail.

my heart skipped today when i heard the mentioned of your name.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

okay i have to post because i have to apologise to sinamex for the libel.

it was my guitar fret that was worn out. but its was still kinda their fault that they didn't. but fortunately, doc. steve the guitar doctor (i know it sounds cheesy) is kind enough to say he ain't charging me for workmanship but only for the fret. but its still a painful $45 from my pocket. which is totally empty now. and i still owe M1 $48. so that amounts to a total debt of $93 which i can't pay. and i still owe nic $8.50 for the movie. shit. i'm in deep shit. very deep. if only i could get my dad to pay the $45. i'll try later.


anyway, i'm off to do my web journal.

creative juices flow.

i hope things can be what they used to be. that's all i'm asking for.

Monday, January 9, 2006

i'm just blogging because i'm bored and i have nothing to do in school because NICOLE GOH SHU LUAN is freaking late. she's supposed to meet me at 930 but its already 10 and she's still waiting for a bus a her house bus stop. brilliance. true brilliance.

the killer is over. its finally a calm sea again. all assignments are past and what's ahead of me? more assignments. haha! nah for this week its just comm iss presentation. i'm proud of myself.

i finally got my guitar back from sinamex, and because i trust them to do a good job i didn't check it there. how trusting and naive of me. to my unfortunate-ness (if there's such a word) it was a bloody horrid job. although it looks so freaking nicely done up and filed down, pressing your finger down on the strings feel so good, don't be deceived. cos they freaking filed the bridge down too low that now for the first string on the third fret there's a disgusting metallic buzz with no musical sound or inclination when you play. i'm horrified that they didn't even bother to check the work after they completed it. and even more horrified that if they did they did not do anything to rectify the mistake and passed it off as a job well done. undoubtedly i'm in love with the limited edition 814ce-L10 taylor guitar they sell their but i'm seriously doubting their business ethics. sarah said its high time i got myself a new guitar but unfortunately i don't have the luxury of that much money. i wish though.

okay so i'm still waiting for nicole.

and i've come to a pretty long over due conclusion that you are a bloody pain in the ass. a stuck up prick and a unfeeling bastard that is soo bloody selfish that you can only care for no one but yourself. now that's way long over due.

unfortunately, as sick and perverse it may be... ...

f*** it.

i need to practice social responsibility in censoring my language. i don't use it very often but i'm obviously very pissed off now.

Monday, January 2, 2006

okay. alot of things this past week.

first let me say, sibu was GREAT! the scenery and the peacefulness of the place, soo darn relaxing. i needed that breather. i could use it again.

anyway, i'm officially legally 18! hurrah! *clap hands* the gathering was fun. fooze ball!!! and yes thanks for the cake in my face. i could use smelling my milk vomit. took me 4 washes to get the smell off! okay that's past.

i watched the chronicles of NARNIA!!! i love the show!!! everyone, you MUST watch it. i like peter. i like peter. i like peter. honestly, i don't mind watching it again. hahah! momma mia! hahah!

last thing to note? i love my room now. WHY? its painted mist blue with ashley blue stripes on alternate walls!!!!!!! WHEEE it feels soooo cooling in it!

okay i better get down to work.

i hate you.